Yesterday, Today - My Last Posts 2012

Salamu alaikum.... Hmmm.. Well~ What do you say?
Want to countdown with me Middle East? =)))
Juz kidding!! I'm just joining the fun! ;>>
*Just like Pinkie Pie*
This will be my last post for this year! TT^TT
Another year is coming!! Subhanallah!!
I feel like my life's coming to its end...
It's like the more time I take,
the more time and more
I need to regain my needs for my next life! ;(

Oh we just finished our Math 001 Final Exam..
Prep Year and Section 1.. ^_^
It was rather nervous at first..
not knowing what kind of questions they're going
to give you! thank goodness,
Reviewing yesterday really made my Math FINAL exam
easy.. It's my first, if you don't know.. hehehe..
First time having a Final exam...
I mean like.. Reviewing the things you've reviewed for the
whole semester.. back in my elementary and HS days,
at the end of our 4th Quarter we wouldn't have to
review the whole BOOK! I MEAN PUH-LEASE!
=))) It was really easy.. Alhamdulillah..

Oh yes, I went yesterday..
Just only to review..
I went 7 in the morning..
and stayed till 12 noon..
It was really unexpected but I somehow did reviewed
for those 4 hours straight with no distractions!!
it was *PHEW* =)))
it was a MIRACLE!! Subhanallah!!
I just have to say this!! =)))
It felt really good revising with no distractions!
Well except for the noise in the cafeteria
I didn't have music with me..
so during that time I wanted it,
but as soon as I've concentrated on my math..
I forgot about it.. XD
I also thought I saw Zubaidah and Eman!
Like oh wow! I thought it was their "Doppelganger"..
It turns out only Zubaidah's specs and Eman's hair!
=)) are the same!! hehehe..

Wanted to go and study in Library but I also thought
it would be a long way to go if I want to ask Ms. right away..
and there weren't much people during that day.. (Sunday)
So I guess reviewing in cafeteria was kind of better..
It's spacious.. There's a table.. and I can go to the
teacher right away.. XD =)
and I finished at exactly 12pm, college's clock time,
studying!! =)) It's like THAT'S HOW LONG YOU
NEED TO REVIEW FOR YOUR MATH!! =))
Well in my case that is.. XD ;>>>
I fully reviewed it.. the Quizzes and Assignments..
and the notes.. well not really.. Just concentrated on
the formulas.. and how you solve it.. XD

Well hope you gained something from here~ ;>
See You Next Month! Next Year! and maybe Next Week! =))
TC! GB!

My Crocheted Glove

Salamu alaikum~
Okay... How have you been all?
where should I start again? oh yeah~ haha..
I'm sorry to delay this blog post.. So let's start.. XD

I was making this crochet gloves the other day (Saturday night)..
Continued and I came to this part until the thumb part..
Seeing how well I did, for like the FIRST TIME

I thought that I'll just continue this next time inshaallah..
hopefully today XD

I was really enjoying how well I did! hahaha!!
Here are some pictures;

together with the tutorial vid of Teresa's

What made me do this yesterday was because of her...
Thanks to her, I was able to make it this much yesterday.
I was planning to finish it but THOSE MANGA!
I JUST WANTED TO FINISH THEM!! =)))

I told and showed my friends the crocheted glove I made before..
T'was a long time and I totally forgot where I got the pattern
and Zubaidah said "Make me one too"..
I was happy to make one for her and might as well make another pair too..
but I recently talked about it with her..
She suddenly said that 'She was just kidding..'
*with a lil heart broken drawing on the side like in manga XD*
I really wanted to make one for her.. and also for Eman..
I also thought of making one for myself..
but it didn't occur to me if Zubaidah didn't tell me;
"Make it for yourself first then you can make mine.."
This really made me realize that
the things I made before for my bestfriends were actually my first time
crochets.. But I was more happy to give it to them coz I know they'll treasure it..
I thought that "ahhhh~ It's just fine. I can make as much as I want for my own anytime I want."
But really, I didn't even make not a single one for my own~ The fluffy heart crochet!
I wasn't really thinking about it that much but now that she gave me that idea..
wow~ new change has occur! lol!
She made me feel inspired for what she said.. XD hehe..

There would be times where I would joke, but I DON'T REALLY MEAN IT..
I would be glad if you would have rejected me..
Coz my friends before wouldn't really mind me..
So I was just thinking about that..
Really made me think alot!
Now I'm in a new environment, new friends..
and I'm like WHAAA?
I'm used to alot of things but not this kind of thing..
Everything's like new.. I feel worse when I know it's different..
Sometimes happy to see that I encountered something new..
It's like a tornado down there~ lol!
but there would be other things that won't ever change.. ;)

Well then~ I've got alot of thoughts swirling around my head..
Getting ready to be published around this blog! lol!!
It's just this freaking net won't keep up with me!!! TT^TT

What kind of yarn is this?

Assalamu alaikum guests and audiences, how are you this evening?
I just wanted to know, how do you use these kinds of yarn?

I've bought them for crocheting.. My eye caught those good combination of colors & shade..  It isn't branded, As you can see..
I just buy any yarn I see here cause I don't really go anywhere besides near our house.. so as long as there's yarn and I can do the stuff that I like with it then it's fine..

It's my first time seeing this and I haven't seen one stuff
they've made out of this kind of yarn.. until today..
So I started. Tried out this yarn.
I did a slip knot, and made a chain then.....
What the heck?! What are these?
I don't see a chain! I just made it thicker..
I know this will be very hard to work with coz the chains aren't that visible
unlike with the yarn-yarn.. You can easily see where you are going..
but this one is not really a yarn. It's more like a thread
with a hair, kind of thing, attaching to it.. no strands of yarn..
I originally bought this for the gloves that I wanted to make..
but now that I can't make it with the use of crochet technique..

I saw and thought why don't I try it with the Knitting..
I'll just have to buy the stick..
but before that.. I watched few videos for starters..
It looked pretty easy and I was actually excited to try it out!!
and their knitting sticks~ TT^TT I WANNA HEB IT TOOO~
I wan to have the same!!!! =)))
but.... I guess I'll just have to use & be contented to what I have right now
and now I just tried it, It doesn't work with the knitting technique also...
Sooo bummed about this!
I kind of wasted money without realizing this would happen!
Since now that I don't know where to use them,
For a meanwhile, I'll just add them to my collections.. XD

*currently listening to B1A4 - Tried to Walk*
LOVE YOU~ SOOO CUTE OUR RABBIT!! LOL!! =))
BARO, your gloves here made me want to make the same one too~ =))
just thinking of it now, somehow all of these are connected LOL

Cooking vs. Crafting

Assalamu alaikum folks~
I just want to share this thought with all of you...

I'm curious to know alot of stuff..
I get excited when learning new stuff..
Especially when it comes to crafting..
Now I'm already into knitting..
I dunno.. Maybe it's in the side of my Father's family?
That's why? I feel that I MUST know this too! XD
But when it comes to cooking..
Ugh! That's where I am not soooo
excited about.. I get jealous when I hear that this girl
is sooo good at cooking and that makes me
want to try to be a good cook too..
But when it comes to cooking..
I just loose the attention and must go find me something
that would really entertain me..
>w< I'm lost for words.. LOL!!

I want to know how to bake cake!
mga ulam! sweets! BUT!
I dunno how!!! TT^TT
I'm a LOSER in this!! TT^TT

I'm really sorry my fellow mates~

Salamu alaikum~
I've been thinking this following messages while I was studying for my final exams in PE..
and I hope that they'd read this someday.. I hope that this'll reach to them.. Somehow..
If they would be okay with my thoughts.. ;(

I would always think before or whenever I want to say something to someone..
;( Even though it's just a simple and maybe thoughtful one question..
;( This makes me a loser.. really.. ;(
Like a simple "Are you alright?"
I don't like to make misunderstandings..
They may not understand me after all..
But if it's for them to learn more english I'd be willing to do more..
If I could have been just a bit more approachable to them,..
Yes, Now I just admit everything.. I'm also the one who's at fault..
;( I'll try to make it up to you.. somehow..
I would never know if I won't try..
But then this second thoughts would tell me;
Why am I doing this again?.. ;(

You might think that I'm ignoring you.. No it's not..
I don't know why.. I really don't know why..
I don't want to be like this forever.. ;(
I'm really sorry for everything~ ;<

Well I dedicate this to my fellow mates in my Prep year 1st sem..
Hope you won't hate me forever~
I won't mind, maybe, but as long as I know what you think about me..
Please I am also wrong.. I admit that.. There's just something I don't understand
WHY I feel like this towards you guys..

Yes I see you in the hallway, Sorry for not greeting you with any smile,
shaking our hands, or a salam.. This is bad I know..
This is really getting a habit and I would really like for it to stop..
But then I would also like for some other times
not to see you.. you know.. There's this weird feeling in me
that keeps on telling me don't approach them~
But I would also feel that it would be good if we're just like,
how everything was like during my HS.. 
*sigh* everything's not as it was as before..
I miss those times!

Gotta review now~ >w<
Wish us luck... ;>>>

Facebook Parenting: For the troubled teen.

Removed My Followers Gadget

Okay~
I just saw that I only had 4 posts and including this one
for this month~ WHAAA~
That's a BIG mishap for my blog! >w<
I'm so sorry for not updating, and not looking at your beautiful blogs!
REALLY! I've been kind of busy within the last weeks of November..
But now I've been spending my time reading Manga~ TT^TT
I love 'em!! My favorite genre is ........
SECRET!
lmao~ I love romance most of all.. never ending story~
But I wouldn't want it to be sooo long like Naruto~ I think....
Anyways.. What I wanted to let you know is that
I've removed my Followers List / Chuppiez gadget.
But you can still follow me just click the Follow on the upper right of my blog
So please follow me~ >w<
But in one condition~ Read my blogs~ XD
Of course! TT^TT
Oh and if you've noticed..
My navigation bar is on auto-hide..
& If you haven't read my post on how I did it..
It's here.. ;>

Oh I'll be having break inshaallah this coming month..
So I'll try to update u with things I wanted to share you..
Like What's in my School Bag.. ;>

It's going to be my 2nd semester soooon~ Inshaallah~ WOOT!
And then soon I'll be studying for my courses~ *tears of joy* XD
Advance Congratulations to my fellow friends in YUC for those who are going to their
advanced levels~ We're so proud of you!! ;>


P.S: Another reason for not going online because of our faulty internet~ >w<

Thumbs Up!

Salamu alaikum~ WHAAAAAAAAAA!

=))) I don't know if this is just me...

But some people just thumbs up-ed my comment~

And now it just reached to 9!! WHAAAA!! =))))

For the first time! and I didn't people would even liked it.. XD

Here it is~ ;>>

Oh and be sure to watch his videos~ ;)

I'm currently listening to Taylor Swift's I Knew You Were Trouble.

Arrow Keys in Excel

Salamu alaikum~
Okay How are y'all?
The story I'm about to tell you happened last week, I think.. XD
It was during my CS (Computer Science) Class..
They call it CS even though they're only teaching us basic computer stuff in Prep year!
We were already in the Excel Topic.. in Computer Lab.. Tuesday..
I was searching for a computer that has net.. I would really need it just incase if she tells us to download something.. ;D I chose the 3rd to the left of our Teacher..
She explained and came the part when we're all supposed to do the Lab Sheet thing.. Practical in short..
The thing is the active cell is not moving on the window..
& I'm used in using the shortcuts in keyboard..
I asked the teacher after some time I almost finished the whole Lab sheet,
finally she came and tested it.. She's like.. Why's this not working?
Deep down I'm already thinking, WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?
But I was kind of happy also now that I know if someone in counters the same I'll definitely help them~ ;>> and so as you, if you're also having the same case... Just remember me~ XD
I didn't think of searching it online during those times coz I was in a hurry to go out of that FREAKING COLD PLACE! X3She clicked few things, and finally told me that it's okay..
BUT I KNOW IT'S NOT! SHE DIDN'T EVEN FIXED A THING!
I didn't bother to call her again..
I'm about to finish anyway so it's okay..
Up until now, I remembered about this..
I searched and INSHAALLAH if I get the same computer again..
I'll be trying this new technique if it's still like that..
and if someone beats me up to it, which I hopefully don't want it to happen,
I'll just wait for another problem~ XD
Anyways~ Here's the link that helped me.. hopefully same as you~ ^_^
Can't move with the ARROW Keys in Excel

Winter's Coming Once again~

Salamu alaikum~!
Another new month!
New Season!
New Missions? （＾ｖ＾）

Sorry I wasn't that active anymore.. o(>< )o
*Right now my upper lip's swollen dunno why*
Okay~ I've experienced alot of things these past days, weeks!
Mashaallah! I'm happy, contented to have this life!
If I could only get ready, AS IN REALLY ready, for my next life~ (´＿｀。)

Yesterday I was really motivated~
Didn't have any second thoughts on cutting my hair!
I really wanted to have bangs once again!
So I DID IT! For the first time..
And well.. It was not as I would have expected it would turn out..
But I still loved it, coz it's the first time I cut my own bangs/fringe~
I'm soooo happy to share you these vids~
Willing that it would also turn out good just like mine! ;>
*Milkyvoodoo's How to cut side bangs/fringe ^___^
*Rosebud's How to Cut Perfect Side Swept Bangs At Home

Today we went to a CSE Lecture..
It was in Arabic.. So I just jotted down few things I wanted in
the slide show~ XD but somehow one of the speakers,
I really wanted to understand what she said.. It was
like encouraging us.. That everything's "TOUGH but NOT IMPOSSIBLE"..
She said that in english that's why.. XD And there was another one..
But because she was talking sooo fast.. I forgot what she said..
hehehe~ And there were some events that happened in our University!
I'd really love to see more.. But I wanted to go home fast also..
It's like... Something's bothering me if I stay there..
It's like, as if, the BOREDOM IS COMING FOR YOU!
LOL!! Okay next time I'll just think, whenever I think of this,
that I should be happy of what I have NOW so that I won't regret?
BUT I'M ALREADY REGRETTING IT!! TT^TT
I'll just stop here~ I've been procrastinating alot already..

I just thought that, if I SUMMARIZE a whole day everyday..
I won't be able to summarize it well coz I'll be adding too much
monologues! XD ㅋㅋㅋㅋ（⌒▽⌒）

Favorite Voice Actors

My Very Own Favorite Voice Actors:
1. Shinnosuke Tachibana
2. Nakamura Yuuichi


Guess who are the characters
they've portrayed that really made
me LOVE THEM!! XD ;>>

Manga & OR Anime

Salamu alaikum!
Okay I just want to say this!
Anime is better than Manga! Why?
COZ you can literally
FEEL, SEE, and HEAR,
the message they are delivering to us!
AND I'M DYING TO WATCH
ANOTHER SEQUEL IF THEY CONTINUE IT!
*SERIOUSLY*
This is my opinion..
It's also because,
when you read..
You have your own set of imagination..
Your own ways of thinking how it is being delivered!
That's why if I read a manga
I wouldn't want to watch an anime of it..
*but if the voice actors are freakin' GOOD! WHY NOT?*
and if I am watching the anime
and it has a manga...
I'm not really fond of it...
I'm not like the other Otaku fans.. ;D

But then Manga also has another good thing..
Coz you don't have to listen to any new songs
that would make you download the WHOLE OST.. *for me I would do that*
You'll not think about the background music
that will make you go with the rhythm *Sorry Rhythm, if you get what I mean* CX
or that will scare you.. give you goose bumps.. XD
and also imagination's good..
Especially when it's WILD! LOL!
EXCITE that's what it also gives us!
Makes us want to read more of it!

But if you're on a manga that's just started..    ←*I didn't get what I meant here now ///_/// sorry*
*In here, I meant like waiting for the next chapters..
or so in short words, Ongoing Mangas*
I can wait.. I can support the people..Well I really salute you for being patient..
but then my mood looses its thing to read that manga!
Don't get me wrong, I love that manga.. really!
Wishing I had those cards too~ X3   ←*talking about a certain manga*

and for us Muslims it's better
coz the only thing that would make us fitna(?) is our eyes..
and also You GET everything..
You understand the WHOLE PICTURE! ne? \OwO/

currently having a bias on TOMOE!!! X3

? - not sure if I said it correctly

Go Eun Woo

Uriga Eun Woo is finally found!!!
Episode 27 of Shining Inheritance~

Assalamu alaikum folks~
Just finished watching Shining Inheritance today...
I continued from Episode 22 till the end, today~
ahhh! Feels good to know the end was not *bitin*!!
Lee Seung Gi's really cute with his dimple!!! >w<
I begun liking him when I started watching Gumiho! XD
My Girlfriend's A Gumiho
Watch that one if you haven't!
The lead actor is him..
ヘ(￣ー￣ヘ)and a cute Gumiho is waiting for you~
(ノ＞▽＜。)ノ
A scene was advertised.. *kind of*
at one of our College's Lectures..
Computer Science and Engineering..

Take Care Y'all~

I gave my heart to the Dunya and the Dunya repaid me with sorrow and restlessness :(
I gave my heart to ALLAH and ALLAH repaid me with content and joy :) ♥

Being Me!

Assalamu alaikum guys~ Hmmm..
What do we have for today?
My forecast for today~ lol!
We had rain here in Yanbu!
People in College were going crazy!
AND this is my 1st time seeing
the university in dark mode~ lol!!
It's like, so this is what it looks like when
it's in the evening.. SCARY! at same time cool!
but now really coz it's like your in the hospital! TT^TT
People weren't inside at that time so it looks like as if
no one's inside!! Which really creeped me out a bit! XD

What me and my friend did today was,
we ONLY attended a club meeting!
After that we didn't take any classes..
Coz they were all canceled!
*And I just gave my back a hard time
bringing all those heavy stuff*
Oh and if your curious, or not, to know what
these heavy stuff are.. Keep in touch!
Coz I can have a free time anytime I want to post about it!
SO JUST WATCH OUT FOR IT!
INSHAALLAH!
That is if your curious XD

Okay what else did we do today???
Oh I showed my cutix / nail polish collection to my friends!
Wanna see? Oh well.. You'll just have to wait for that too~ XD

I've been wanting to do alot of things but I cannot just leave my COLLEGE works..
It's been piling up! I have my own projects to do and these & those things~
Good thing we didn't do anything today~
I was thinking that.. If I only knew that this would happen,
I could have done my Math Homeworks.. and writing CS Powerpoint Lectures!
Hmmph~ But of course! Allah knows what's best!!
And what's best was that~ Instead of having what I want,
the best was I had to spend my day with my 2 newly found bestfriends!!
They're just soooooooooooo FUN to be with!
*I accept Eman as my bestfriend now* ^_^
Especially now that I'm getting to know them more and more!
We laughed so much! Teased each other~

Oh and I better go~ My week hasn't finished yet~
TT^TT Now I'm really starting to feel like super busy!
*I wanted to say like in college, but I'm already IN college* LOL!!
Don't get me wrong! I love being busy.. but I'm just sad that I cannot
do things I would like to do! Especially what I used to do before
in HS was that I will rest for atleast 5 hours or less then do my
homeworks or just have a fun time in the laptop!
Things before wasn't as hectic as this.. ;D
Okay See yah!
Mishu ALL my beautiful friends~

Auto-Hide Navigation Bar

Assalamu alaikum!
>w< I know~ I haven't written my homework in ballpen and
I'm still here on this freaking net~ XD
Well I was really planning on blogging yesterday but..
I was busy with cleaning.. *was in the mood* HIMALA i know~ =)))
Tomorrow's the deadline for our Assignment..
*Seriously what's the difference between Assignment and Homework?
It's all done at home... hehehe.. I know the meaning.. ;P*
and you know what, our teacher just gave it this Wednesday..
We should atleast have a week to pass it to her like what
she did on our 1st Assignment but then again we're already late
or what she thinks.. *Please we're just Prep year, as you would say,
handle us with care* XD Coz there are some questions that
we haven't discussed in class and she's giving that? I mean come on!

So, what I really wanted to try out for today is
to test if the Auto-Hide the navigation bar here on blog
is really working? *testing*
While I'm testing, I wanna say something..
Now I'm already having the feeling that I CANNOT do anything I want..
or have the time I want to spend for my leisure times during
weekdays~ There's no more spending time on net..
But I always give, that's why school work..
or should I say.. College work is piling up..
The things I should do, should be done!!
I know I kept repeating this on my mind
but what do I get? Procrastinating?
LOL!! I can't separate for a while with this freaking net!
=)) Oh and one example?
Fixing my tumblr page!

With a little more of adjustment I can show off my tumblr
to anyone I know!! XD Except that.. I am still having lil troubles~
>w< that I shall fix! haha!!

That's what I've been busy with! I loved it!! =))
Also I've been learning a few things in Photoshop by myself..
Suprisingly.. Coz I wouldn't really give time to anything.. *not literally*
except when I don't have anything to do in College..
My FREE TIMES this semester are kind of not boring to me anymore..
*Testing is loading*
awww~ It's not yet working!!! >.< Still needs some work in this one..
Or am I the ONLY one who gets this?

Oh okay~ LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I got it!!
Thanks to Btemplates!
*Now my neck hurts~ Need to sleep! & I need to write down my
assignment right after this DX*
This is the only site..
I THINK.. that have helped me..
You know why?
It's because where you put it is important..
Or else it won't do anything..
Only Btemplates made my day..
*actually night XD hehehe*
Check out these sites;

1. inblogger.com
2. zoomtemplate.com

Reasons to why I want you to check it out is:

1. Where did they say should I put the code? Test it out.. It didn't work for me.. ;(
2. And I just figured it out that  removing the navbar is one of TOS violation. idk what that is but I didn't even try to remove that thing.. good thing too~ >w< Oh and I just read the whole thing..

The 2nd site also said the correct place..

Why am I just scheming things? >w< This is annoying!

That's why it's always my fault..

Anyways! Since now that I'm done with that problem~

Next will be my FREAKING ASSIGNMENT!

Sweetdreams and Goodnight in advance! XD

P.S. I've tried recording my voice with our Microphone..

That came with the English Time Kit..

That my mom bought~

I didn't know that THIS IS REALLY COOL!

AWESOME!! XD Soon I will also make

a Vlog.. but not showing my face..

I think.. haha~ Inshaallah! This will be on my waiting list! >w<

Monologues#2 Math Games

Assalamu alaikum~
Okay~
I'm soooooooooooo not in the mood!
AND it started in the morning already..
Didn't know it'll reach me until this evening!! TT^TT

I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW! *through here*
but I can't tell it to you personally..
I dunno how & why..
Maybe because I'm scared..
You'll not like me anymore..
I'm not good with words..
I try not to be tactful with you!
Since we're just getting to know each other..
I'm just good at explaining it to you virtually..
Since YOU CAN READ all what I'm saying..
Even though just scheming, it would do me fine..
As long as you understood what I want to say..
what I want you to know how I'm feeling..

I've been like this ever since!
I dunno how to control these feelings of *sulking*.
in tagalog, nagtatampo AKO!
It's hard! Whenever I felt this it's like no one's beside me!
No one's looking after me..
No one's there for me..
*in those short times..
I think of these..
It's like everything's over!
I just want to end this!
NO MORE!

I don't like being left ALONE!
coz that's what they've been doing to me..
for my past school years..
I dunno how.. or what went wrong..
*i'm referring the "THEY" to my schoolmates/classmates..

They're not really that curious about what I did today..
I'll just have to open up a conversation just to tell them what I did today..
Just so that I can let it out of myself..
But today I feel it's different..
Mom's been sick..
Both of my siblings..
Father is not really a good adviser for me..
I just dun wan to talk to them!
and this makes me feel HATRED!

I don't want to let others think that
I'm saying *my stories or randomness*
just because I want attention..
NO! NEVER! I always think of this..
That's why I don't talk much!

Since now I'm surrounding with people whom I talk
in english regularly.. My tongue is a bit exercised on talking english..
But then I must at the same time.. Learn Arabic..
Coz that's what they have here!
I can't come up to any people there in university,
coz I dunno how to communicate with them..
There might be a big misunderstanding if I didn't
say anything.. or I did something they didn't like..
But SERIOUSLY, it's them who's making it, me
not LIKE them..

Okay so it's really this..
Sorry I'm making a big deal in this small matter..
Sorry if I made any assumptions..
I didn't know coz you weren't talking to me~
You know what, you could've told me that you're going home..
What if your brother didn't tell you to come back inside..
and you would have left the university, without me letting know
that you're already out and didn't want to stay any longer..
I was there, waiting for you..
I wanted you to take my place for atleast 5 minutes only..
I wouldn't really want to take much of your time..
But since your there to be my help..
Okay~ I'll just stop until here!
I don't want to blab bad things anymore!
What's done is done..
There's nothing we can do about it..
"I sure do hope so.. It's just easy to say..
But hard when you do it.."

*I REALLY am feeling that I just took these last 4 sentences in a movie..
But it's all true~ I want to let it go!
I don't take grudge..
As long as it wasn't as bad as I had when I was in Grade 6!
That damn teacher! HMMPH!! Really I dunno why that until now
I still didn't like her~

Download Flash Games

Salamu alaikum~
Sorry for the wait!! >w<
I was trying my photoshop skills~ XD
and it took me at least half an hour.. or 2..
fixing it.. lol!! =)) For starters, I think it's good..
Well here you go my first picture tutorial.. but still with some words~ lol!
Hope you understand and like it..
If you have questions,
Please feel free to ask!!

Okay 1st of all, if you're a Google Chrome user,
downloading Flash games wouldn't be easy.. Y? I'll show you..
I chose KAWAIRUN in Y8.com... 

Okay, let it finish loading..
Then we'll continue to our tutorial..
Y8 has alot of games that you can easily
download.. Especially those Surgeries..
I love those~ LOL!! I feel like a real doctor
whenever I operated the GAME.. =))
But they only have few of those..
So our game has finished loading..
There are two ways you can download it:
I said it 2 ways if you prefer to download in Y8 too!

1st.. Click 'Play this game in the size of your screen or download it'...
You'll just see this in Y8.. 
I'm not sure with other sites..
You'll see that it's not loading...
For me it didn't load at all..
I waited for only a few seconds~ XD
So this means we can't download it..
In GOOGLE CHROME...

So let's try our 2nd way... And it is to Right Click beside the Flash Game as shown:

Then click View page info..
A warning will appear..
It will look like the picture on the left side..
I don't know how to operate this..
So I say we can't download it in GC for now..
Try it for yourself if you don't believe me.. ;P
Sorry~
So let's go to Mozilla Firefox!
Do the same with the steps above..
I'll be with you so don't worry! XD







Start with the beginning again~
*Still the same game in Y8*
1st way to download it is to:
>>>Click 'Play this game in the size of your screen or download it'
>>>It'll direct you to the full size of your screen and wait until it finishes loading..
>>>FINISH? Then Click Firefox.. It's located on your left up corner..
>>>Click Save Page as.. Like shown below:

>>>A window will appear telling you where you want to save it..

>>>Rename if necessary.. then SAVE!

>>>Try and see if it works until the end of the game.. That is if you survived till the END! XD Juz Kidding~

Okay now let's go to our 2nd way..

This is for other websites besides Y8..

For those who doesn't have the 

'Play this game in the size of your screen or download it' link..

>>>Go to your preferred site.. As seen below:
Now I chose Fireboy & Watergirl 2 In The Light Temple in Coolmath-games.com.. 

>>>Right click beside the Flash game..

>>>Click View Page Info... A window will appear.. like shown below..

>>>Click the Media tab.. Scroll down until you see the Embed type...
>>>Right click on that and copy the link..
>>>Paste it on the new tab..
>>>Then wait for it to finish loading..
>>>After it finishes loading, then only you can save it.. Click Firefox...
>>>Click Save Page as...
>>>Rename, Save and PLAY~

Hope it does the thing!! ^_^
Message me if it works for you..
And if this tutorial's lame,
understand that this is
my first time so get a life.. :P
Till next time~

A/N: I SPENT 3 hours,going 4 now, for editing and making a post for this..
Just to make it simple and understandable.. XD

~If you downloaded a game and it didn't work then before saving them..

Play it and just then you try downloading it and see if it works..

Just play until where you like.. can't be until where you are stuck.. ;D

Wanna repeat YT Video?

Salamu alaikum folks~
How are you all?
Well today guess what I did..,..?
Yeah~ I've found it for all those who love to keep
on pressing the replay button in Youtube..
Instead of refreshing it then playing.. *just to add views dunno if this is true*
or harassing that replay button all of the time~ =))
Here's a nice add-on or plug-in for your Chrome or Mozilla Firefox..
Magic Actions for YouTube™

I've already downloaded it.. and tried it on..

It does not only repeat the video..

but it also has Cinematic View of diff colors..

Now you can Volume it up with the scroll of your mouse!

And many more~

It changes the view of your Youtube if you have this..

But I feel that I've upgraded it into something NICE and COOLER! XD

Anyways... I'd like to thank the one who shared it in a YT video..

Julian Rios~ ^_^ Hehehe~ 

A/N:Thank goodness now that I haven't delayed on publishing this post~ >w<

I made a prank to myself? 
lol! I pressed CTRL + ALT + DOWN
Everything went upside down!
I WAS SOO SUPRISED!
=))) I Knew this trick.. but now that I've got it once again..
I hope never to forget about it.. XD

Mom's book

Okay so now that I've borrowed 3 books from my friend..
Thick books.. I think this will be my first time reading thick books.. :))
My mom has.. But she usually finishes them.. 2 or 3 days..
If she loves it.. She's done within that day she got the book..
or maybe when she just started reading that book!
For me, reading novels like Nancy Drew's..
are fantasy.. I like fantasy.. But when it comes to real life,
or maybe not, stories I tend to be emotional when there are times.. XD
Now that I showed the books to my Mom..
She actually said that she finished reading John Grisham's The Litigators..
I was thinking.. Isn't the Legislators? Coz my friend has the 1st cover..
It's just small and about my pinky's thick..
But Mom's she bought in Jarir Bookstore..
It's big.. hard cover.. and kind of thick too..
Even though it's already big..
But she has different cover..
So I thought that maybe it's different..

                     

                                        My friend's                                              My Mom's

But I guess I'll just have to read it since my mom made me feel like it's cool! lol!
And that's all for now.. Oh and one more thing..
I also saw this cover:

I didn't know that people can make different covers in one book.. How come twilight isn't? lol!

Juz kidding.. XD Oh I'd also like to read those.. and Harry Potter Series..

It's just that.. I dun have it.. Need to buy.. or just borrow it from the library, I HOPE THEY HAVE IT THERE IN UNIVERSITY!!, or my friend's.. and return to them ASAP!! >w<

I wish I may..

I wish I might..
Have these by the end of tonight!!

           

        

 

I really wish~

I really want to have these all by tonight!!

But I guess only in my dreams!! XD

I'll just have to visit DreamLand once again!!

But I dun wan to wake up after that! TT^TT

There are alot of things that are good to buy here:

www.kpoptown.com

Now, it's starting to make me feel like..

I dun wan kpop.. *BUT I STILL DO*

because it was kinda my thing only.. before..

=)) But it's good! For now.. coz I dunno any one in this place..

That are kpopholic YET! XD Y'know what I mean?

10 11 12

Assalamu alaikum!!
These weeks I'm not really having enough time to spare for blogging!
I should concentrate now that my, our vacation's over..
Now that the clubs I've attended are going to be active..
and I'm having a Midterm this week..
and homeworks that I kind of not understand in Math!
UGhh!! Well never mind that!
Today's date is really extraordinary!
10, 11. 12
XD I know.. It's not October and I should have made a post for that..
Silly me.. I think I was busy in those days!
But what do you know.. Today's month is November..
and the date for today's 10..
and the year is 2012!!
=))) Cool!! for those who are born for today..
mashaallah! And sweet!! For those who are having anniversaries..
wedding? monthsary? well all of the above!

So I did today; was I added 'Copy To' and 'Move To' on my Context Menu..
Context Menu is when you right-click on mouse.. A shortcut menu appears..
That's context menu..
I wanted to add that coz I tend to have lots of pictures...
files... and other stuff that I need to arrange that until now I haven't done it!
Thank goodness I read that book in our library in University..
*It's soo, how do you call this, hard? and long word to say the UNIVERSITY..
Can't it be like how we used to say it? SCHOOL? lol! I know~ but it's much more
easier to say and much more faster than saying that 3-syllable word*
Oh and I learned one shortcut key from my bestfriend; Windows + D
*trying* ahh nice!! It's faster than clicking!! =))
I feel this is better! ^_^

I'd like to thank them so..

Check out these websites!
Copy To
Copy To and Move To
They made me know where to put the codes..
Coz I saw it first from a book.. & didn't want to bring the book home..

Just noted down the codes.. Well so far! This has been my first 'published' post in this NOVEMBER!
Well take care everyone!
Time flies really fast now! >w<

Google+ Cover Photo

Assalamu alaikum Guys!
Here I am now~
I actually wanted to continue fixing my blog..
Changing the admin.. but it's still me... ;DD
Juz different emails.. Thanks to the Blog Doctor!
He's really helpful at times.. But there are also times that
I just don't find the answers I'm looking for from him.. ;> 
But here's what I want to let you know..
Hehe.. This is just for letting you into some little info..
or my thoughts.. But if you dun wan to continue.. no prob.. ehehe..
As I was saying I was fixing my blog and so as my Google+
in my new email add.. And when I changed my cover photo,
into something I made my own.. I searched how big or the dimension
of this cover photo.. No need for much reading!
I already saw this link.. it's like on the go.. lol!
No need for opening the website..

So that's what I juz wan to share you.. hehehe.. ;))
Btw, also just to let you know..
I dun wan you to make it buffer for you too..
So IF you too are doing a cover photo for yourself..
The dimensions are 940px by 180px..
I used PhotoScape.. I can't handle Photoshop now..
I feel like.. Why do it there? When I can do it on PhotoScape
which is much more easier for me.. X3
Tata for now~ 

Let's eat Pandas! X3

White Bread Panda Sandwich

Fun Panda Sandwich Helpers!

This is totally going to my wishlist! lol!

If I EVER come across these in any of a Japan stores..

Let's say example in Daiso Japan Store in Santa Lucia..

Near the place of my cousin's.. I'm totally going to buy!

No hesitation.. XD

My reader too~

Well~ OMG!!
OH MY GOODNESSS~ LEWL!! XD
This is my first time EVER!! ;>>
Alhamdulillah!! Jazakallahukhairan!!

I really hate to brag~
But let me do it.. For my First Time!!
XD This is really an honor for me!
Atlast now I know someone, whom I haven't met in real life, is reading my blog! ^_^
Even though that this is just one time, this feeling that I have will never
be forgotten.. If, inshaallah, I'll get famous too one day! XD
hehehe~ Thank you Hana Sakura!
For making that wish come true! (●´∀｀●)
God bless you and your familly always!! ;*
*I think I may be exaggerating, but only for today~ WOOT!*

ChoCoLat - Syndrome

Assalamu alaikum!
Hey~ How are y'all folks? ;>
Well, I tell you something..
This is really amazing!
Let's start at the beginning shall we? XD
I was organizing my bookmarks here on Chrome..
And ChoColat's Syndrome MV link was there..
I planned on downloading them before but didn't bother the next day!
So here I did.. but then in KeepVid.com the link I saved in my bookmarks
showed an empty video.. So I figured out that this video was taken out
by the Youtube.. So I searched.. Found alot of HD! *which is THE best as always*
[1152p / TRUE 1080p] ChoColat (쇼콜라) - Syndrome (신드롬)
This really made me jump up..
First thing I saw.. 1152? There's a new resolution?
Checked it again! It's bigger than 1080!
So I got the link and pasted it up on KeepVid..
And the results! They gave me an AWESOME downloading time!
It did not only show 1080 but the original *still didn't understand why original has to be there*
and 3D VERSIONS! I mean how could that have 3D? There wasn't a tag on youtube..
Downloaded the original first.. But after it finished downloading the icon of that video should change to
a scene of the MV but it's still like that.. so I deleted it.. downloaded 3D! And it's SOO awesome!! (*´∀｀*)
So instead of downloading the original, I downloaded the usual.. 1080 MP4..
Which made me feel better! And here's my proof..

If ya'll wanna check out if it's true.. Click on the picture..
But if it ain't working.. It means only one thing..
The video has been removed.. ;D
So this is all folks!
Take care now! ^_^

Keep Moving Forward

A few years from now~

Watched 'Meet the Robinsons' in 3D mode~
TT^TT Makes me think the way I am now..

Btw, did I every tell you that this week
we had a rainy day? Coz right now! I'm feeling the breeze of another
Cold season coming! *sigh* Winter like before! I miss that feeling!

As I was saying, what if~
we knew what's gonna happen to our future?
That's one question! But right now
is what the matters the most!
Cause its what will happen to our future!
Our BRIGHT future! You may never know..
It'll be YOU who'll change the world!
*sigh* I don't like deep thoughts!
But here I am! Now, I'm already big enough to know everything..
I have responsibility! Our cats are getting bigger! Mashaallah!
I always notice that! to keep in my mind! This is what happened!

Also those few months, weeks, and days I had with my very OWN cat!
I miss her sooo much!! If I only gave her one more last hug!
Her silky fur! Annoying loud meow! ;3 and her cute white fur spots!
*not really spots, she has boots and below her mouth parts*
Those days that I spent with her! Inshaallah it'll be with me forever!
Even though I can't remember most! I know she's still in my heart forever!
Now that her kitten is already grown up, not very much like her..
lol! She likes my sister way more better than me.. hehe..
But I accept, because I wasn't there when they were born!
Lucky me, I still have my sister's cat's kitten.. XD
He loves me..!

Anyways, Imagine! Me on the future!
I'm already the future of my past!
Before I wouldn't be like this!
as to what I'm doing right now with the TECHNOLOGY!
lol! I'm giddy whenever I find something I really love!
whenever I find something soo new to me!
It's like MAGIC!

Yesterday I was just looking at my pictures!
in my thoughts I was like; "Hell no! I take alot of pictures!"
lol! and I would think ; "oh soo that was me when I was at this age!"
I saw my sister's baby face.. She was sooo cute MASHAALLAH!
My brother's voice, who knew he really liked filming, sooo baby-ish!! haha!!
MASHAALLAH!! Now he's like; "I'm the tough man!"
My sister's now like.... I dunno how to explain.. haha..
She's like grown up! It's like what they would always say...
I never knew they'd grow up so fast!
SUBHANALLAH!! *teary eyes* XD

I really hate the part where we would go; "I just realized this..... and that....."
LOL! and now I'm already in College! Mashaallah! I'm really suprised!
How fast was the time? A moment ago I felt like..
waking up soo early, just to be in the school first! <---- Elementary and HS
Now~ OMG! I'm late! I need to be there on time for my 1st class! <--- College
I'm like! WHOA! whut has happened? Was everything set to fast forward?

I would always keep on my mind!
I will never reach that! I dun like to be ended like the same they did!
So I would just think! 'The Day of Resurrection'
But in this case! I should also do my part in being a slave to Allah(swt)!
Not only to this world! >.< Who knew that being in this state, is sooo hard?
*Everyone duuhh!* I'm just saying! So this has been my thoughts!
I just didn't want to end my vacation thinking..
I also have a future to attend to! and to my Eternal 2nd Life!
                            Allahumma zidni 'ilma!

Sticky Notes

Assalamu alaikum!
How are you? :)
I dunno about you, but I'm not trying this one out for today~ ;D
But here's what I saw today!
I was really annoyed.. once again!
Coz I can't scroll down using my mouse, on Sticky Notes!
I know they're only meant for small piece of informations..
But what do you know.. I'm already having a bunch of them on my screen!
It's like they're almost going to cover my whole screen! Is that even a
Post-it note? >.< LOL! But never mind!
Let's get to the point!
I saw this website.. Coz not only me..
Also Ben was having the same problem..
But i dunno if the last 2 people did solved his problem..
I'm thinking of just downloading KatMouse.. But I'm not in the mood to
experiment or play with my laptop now.. It needs to rest!
After all I've put in sooo much cuteness! XD
Like the ClickStar2... But what I've downloaded is from her.. ;))
They're sooo much helpful!! Soo grateful to see their vids! ^_^
Okay till then~ See Yah! TC! ^_^

Collections!

SPONGEBOB & PATRICK~!

We are men
by patrick and sponge bob
Now that we're men
we can do anything
Now that we're men
we are invincible
Now that we're men
we'll go to shell city,
Get the crown, save the town, & Mr. Krabs
Now that we're men
We have facial hair
Now that we're men
I change my underwear
Now that we're men
We've got a manly flair
We've got the staff
We're tough enough to save the day
We never had a chance when we were kids..
NO! NO! NO!
But take a look at what the mermaid did
Now that they're men
We can't bother them
Now that they're men
They have become our friends
There'll be a happy and
They'll pass the test
& finish the quest for the crown
They'll pass the test
& finish the quest
They'll pass the test & finish the quest for the crown
YEHEY!

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Goofy Goober Song

I'm, I'm a goofy goober yeah!
You're a goofy goober yeah!
We're all goofy goobers yeah!
Put your toys away
Well, All I gotta say
When you tell me not to play
    I say no way
No, no freaking way
I am a kid you say, When you say I'm a kid.
I say, "Say it again" & then I say
Thanks, thanks! Thank you very much!
So if you're thinking that you'd like to be like me,
Go ahead and try the kid inside will set you free.
I'm a goofy goober yeah!
You're a goofy goober yeah!
We're all goofy goober yeah!

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A/N: I used to collect lyrics before in cartoons! I would get addicted listening to the songs!
And I would write them down! lol! That was me, when I was little!
Now no need to listen, just search for it on net! XD

New font!

Assalamu alaikum!!
^_^ Once again!! I've downloaded this new cute font for 
our blackberry!! MASHAALLAH!! *say mashaallah too*
Hehehe~ My father just got it (the BB).. ;D Question him if you want answers.. XD
Just wanted to try putting in different fonts coz I saw my friend's before,
she has this SO SUPER CUTE FONT, and now that I have it RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!
Well you know, I just wanted to meddle with it! XD AND VIOLA!!
IT'S THERE!! XD AM LOVING IT!! XD
except that I just noticed that.. Not everything's in the font!! >.<
But I still like it! ;>

Just click on the picture if you too, want to download the font!! ^_^
If the link on the picture is expired please tell me so that I'll update it~ 
Thanks to this link! It helped me how to put fonts without paying, and putting any
applications! ^_^ ;))

Cutesy Desktop!

Assalamu alaikum!
WOW! Guess what! I dunno what happened to me today!
LOL!! I kept on downloading THESE cute stuff!
especially from Hana Sakura!
She's sooo great!! I tell you!!
;)) Everything's soo cute and PINK!
My favorite color too! XD
Hehehe! Oh and now I'm already downloading
xwidget! ^_^ Check it out! And see what u can put on your desktop girls! ;)
Okay, so here's one of the things I've applied just now on my desktop..
I've already downloaded it before.. Just didn't meddle with it! hehee..
Hana Sakura's Sparkle Pink Clock..

And I've update the look of my Rainlendar..
I feel that I like Rainlendar more than rainmeter..
But I think both of them are useful! ^_^
It's just that I'm already used to having Rainlendar more! ;D
The look of my rainlendar now is like this..

cute huh? I LOVE IT!! ;A:
hehehe!! The next thing I'm going to do later, inshaallah, is to change my wallpaper..
Forever Friend's October 2012 isn't much my color and type..
:D I dun like halloween so I'll just change it to something I like better..
NOw that I have these CUTE STUFF ON MY DESKTOP!! XD
I'm really grateful I met Hana Sakura!! C=
oh and I almost forgot! I've update also the look of my
Google chrome, for the 1st time i think, lol!
with Molang Chrome Theme;

It's cute, pink and sooo light! this is just one problem.. ;D I can't see it!

The color of the font.. I was downloading while I installed this!

So I was like.. lowering my head just to see what am I downloading again? lol!

Kk!! Hmm.. whut else.. I think I'll just have to update till here!

Visit her! Comment! and as always Take care!! ^_^

My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic - The Mare In The Moon

Yes! hahaha!! I know what ur thinking, maybe. I'm just curious why people liked it so much!!

Loved it actually! So here I am! Already in third episode of 1st Season! And I'm liking it!!

although I'm already into My Little Pony before..

It's just that.. I dunno anything much about them..

I just liked it because they were sooo cute!!

And I even printed 2 or 3 pictures.. lol!!

Not addicted! But I liked them before already..

So NOW, I'm going to know them.. ;))) XD

*Brohoof* XD

Yusuf Islam (Cat Steven)

How I came to Islam

All I have to say is all what you know already, to confirm what you already know, the message of the Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) as given by God - the Religion of Truth. As human beings we are given a consciousness and a duty that has placed us at the top of creation. Man is created to be God's deputy on earth, and it is important to realize the obligation to rid ourselves of all illusions and to make our lives a preparation for the next life. Anybody who misses this chance is not likely to be given another, to be brought back again and again, because it says in Qur'an Majeed that when man is brought to account, he will say "O Lord, send us back and give us another chance". The Lord will say, "If I send you back you will do the same"

* MY EARLY RELIGIOUS UPBRINGING

I was brought up in the modern world of all the luxury and the high life of show business. I was born in a Christian home, but we know that every child is born in his original nature - it is only his parents that turn him to this or that religion. I was given this religion (Christianity) and thought this way. I was taught that God exists, but there was no direct contact with God, so we had to make contact with Him through Jesus - he was in fact the door to God. This was more or less accepted by me, but I did not swallow it all.

I looked at some of the statues of Jesus; they were just stones with no life. And when they said that God is three, I was puzzled even more but could not argue. I more or less believed it, because I had to have respect for the faith of my parents.

* POP STAR

Gradually I became alienated from this religious upbringing. I started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my God, the goal of making money. I had an uncle who had a beautiful car. "Well," I said, "he has it made. He has a lot of money." The people around me influenced me to think that this was it; this world was their God.

I decided then that this was the life for me; to make a lot of money, have a 'great life.' Now my examples were the pop stars. I started making songs, but deep down I had a feeling for humanity, a feeling that if I became rich I would help the needy. (It says in the Qur'an, we make a promise, but when we make something, we want to hold onto it and become greedy.)

So what happened was that I became very famous. I was still a teenager, my name and photo were splashed in all the media. They made me larger than life, so I wanted to live larger than life and the only way to do that was to be intoxicated (with liquor and drugs).

* IN HOSPITAL

After a year of financial success and 'high' living, I became very ill, contracted TB and had to be hospitalized. It was then that I started to think: What was to happen to me? Was I just a body, and my goal in life was merely to satisfy this body? I realized now that this calamity was a blessing given to me by Allah, a chance to open my eyes - "Why am I here? Why am I in bed?" - and I started looking for some of the answers. At that time there was great interest in the Eastern mysticism. I began reading, and the first thing I began to become aware of was death, and that the soul moves on; it does not stop. I felt I was taking the road to bliss and high accomplishment. I started meditating and even became a vegetarian. I now believed in 'peace and flower power,' and this was the general trend. But what I did believe in particular was that I was not just a body. This awareness came to me at the hospital.

One day when I was walking and I was caught in the rain, I began running to the shelter and then I realized, 'Wait a minute, my body is getting wet, my body is telling me I am getting wet.' This made me think of a saying that the body is like a donkey, and it has to be trained where it has to go. Otherwise, the donkey will lead you where it wants to go.

Then I realized I had a will, a God-given gift: follow the will of God. I was fascinated by the new termino- logy I was learning in the Eastern religion. By now I was fed up with Christianity. I started making music again and this time I started reflecting my own thoughts. I remember the lyric of one of my songs. It goes like this: "I wish I knew, I wish I knew what makes the Heaven, what makes the Hell. Do I get to know You in my bed or some dusty cell while others reach the big hotel?" and I knew I was on the Path.

I also wrote another song, "The Way to Find God Out." I became even more famous in the world of music. I really had a difficult time because I was getting rich and famous, and at the same time, I was sincerely searching for the Truth. Then I came to a stage where I decided that Buddhism is all right and noble, but I was not ready to leave the world. I was too attached to the world and was not prepared to become a monk and to isolate myself from society.

I tried Zen and Ching, numerology, tarot cards and astrology. I tried to look back into the Bible and could not find anything. At this time I did not know anything about Islam, and then, what I regarded as a miracle occurred. My brother had visited the mosque in Jerusalem and was greatly impressed that while on the one hand it throbbed with life (unlike the churches and synagogues which were empty), on the other hand, an atmosphere of peace and tranquillity prevailed.

* THE QUR'AN

When he came to London he brought back a translation of the Qur'an, which he gave to me. He did not become a Muslim, but he felt something in this religion, and thought I might find something in it also.

And when I received the book, a guidance that would explain everything to me - who I was; what was the purpose of life; what was the reality and what would be the reality; and where I came from - I realized that this was the true religion; religion not in the sense the West understands it, not the type for only your old age. In the West, whoever wishes to embrace a religion and make it his only way of life is deemed a fanatic. I was not a fanatic, I was at first confused between the body and the soul. Then I realized that the body and soul are not apart and you don't have to go to the mountain to be religious. We must follow the will of God. Then we can rise higher than the angels. The first thing I wanted to do now was to be a Muslim.

I realized that everything belongs to God, that slumber does not overtake Him. He created everything. At this point I began to lose the pride in me, because hereto I had thought the reason I was here was because of my own greatness. But I realized that I did not create myself, and the whole purpose of my being here was to submit to the teaching that has been perfected by the religion we know as Al-Islam. At this point I started discovering my faith. I felt I was a Muslim. On reading the Qur'an, I now realized that all the Prophets sent by God brought the same message. Why then were the Jews and Christians different? I know now how the Jews did not accept Jesus as the Messiah and that they had changed His Word. Even the Christians misunderstand God's Word and called Jesus the son of God. Everything made so much sense. This is the beauty of the Qur'an; it asks you to reflect and reason, and not to worship the sun or moon but the One Who has created everything. The Qur'an asks man to reflect upon the sun and moon and God's creation in general. Do you realize how different the sun is from the moon? They are at varying distances from the earth, yet appear the same size to us; at times one seems to overlap the other.

Even when many of the astronauts go to space, they see the insignificant size of the earth and vastness of space. They become very religious, because they have seen the Signs of Allah.

When I read the Qur'an further, it talked about prayer, kindness and charity. I was not a Muslim yet, but I felt that the only answer for me was the Qur'an, and God had sent it to me, and I kept it a secret. But the Qur'an also speaks on different l I began to understand it on anothlevel, where the Qur'an says, "Those who believe do not take disbelievers for friends and the believers are brothers" Thus at this point I wished to meet my Muslim brothers.

* CONVERSION

Then I decided to journey to Jerusalem (as my brother had done). At Jerusalem, I went to the mosque and sat down. A man asked me what I wanted. I told him I was a Muslim. He asked what was my name. I told him, "Stevens." He was confused. I then joined the prayer, though not so successfully. Back in London, I met a sister called Nafisa. I told her I wanted to embrace Islam and she directed me to the New Regent Mosque. This was in 1977, about one and a half years after I received the Qur'an.

Now I realized that I must get rid of my pride, get rid of Iblis, and face one direction. So on a Friday, after Jumma' I went to the Imam and declared my faith (the Kalima) at this hands. You have before you someone who had achieved fame and fortune. But guidance was something that eluded me, no matter how hard I tried, until I was shown the Qur'an. Now I realize I can get in direct contact with God, unlike Christianity or any other religion. As one Hindu lady told me, "You don't understand the Hindus. We believe in one God; we use these objects (idols) to merely concentrate." What she was saying was that in order to reach God, one has to create associates, that are idols for the purpose. But Islam removes all these barriers. The only thing that moves the believers from the disbelievers is the salat. This is the process of purification.

Finally I wish to say that everything I do is for the pleasure of Allah and pray that you gain some inspirations from my experiences. Furthermore, I would like to stress that I did not come into contact with any Muslim before I embraced Islam. I read the Qur'an first and realized that no person is perfect. Islam is perfect, and if we imitate the conduct of the Holy Prophet (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam) we will be successful. May Allah give us guidance to follow the path of the ummah of Muhammad (Sallallahu alaihi wa sallam). Ameen!

Experiencing Dhul Hijjah when not going on Hajj

Assalamu alaikum~
How have you been all?
Today is the 2nd day of Dhul-Hijjah~
And Saiyyadah has shared another story to me,
that I as well would like to share to you~ ^_^

 If like me you haven't been invited to Hajj this year did you know there
is plenty you can still do to maximise the benefit from the Hajj season?

The first thing I always do is try and remember that the first 10 days of
Dhul Hijjah are the amongst the most blessed days (Ibn Taymiyyah and
Ibn al-Qayyim). In these days there are many acts that we can do as we
go to work and go about our usual life. This includes fasting in the
first 9 days (including today), making dua and remembering Allah. Lastly,
the day of Arafat is confirmed as Thursday where Muslims performing
Hajj will be in the plains of 'Arafah on Thursday 25 October 2012 (9 Dhul
-Hijjah 1433), and those who are not perfoming Hajj will be celebrating
'Eed al-Adhaa on Friday 26 October 2012, (10 Dhul-Hijjah 1433),
inshaa.-Allaah.

Remember to do what you can to maximise your benefit in these 10 days.
If you have any specific tips that you found useful please let us know so
we can share these as well insha Allah.

May Allah accept all your duas and intentions inshaAllah.

Saiyyidah Zaidi

Please think about these weeks and days that Allah has given to us!
Don't waste it! ;)
Inshaallah Ta'ala I won't too! ^_^

Madagascar 3

tada-tada-tada-tada-tada-tada AFRO CIRCUS, AFRO CIRCUS!! LOL!!
Mashaallah!! I'm soo amazed..
And I JUST HAVE GOT TO SAY THIS!!
I'M LOVING THIS ERA!! XD ALHAMDULILLAH!!
SUBHANALLAH!! Look at the TVs..
Before a tv is just SIMPLE!!
NOW THERE'S 3D in it!!
You can just watch it in YOUR OWN ROOM!
NO NEED to go to cinema..
Just to WATCH it in 3D!!
COME ON! This is just soo BRILLIANT!!
Where did these people get the idea?? LOL!!
Mashaallah!! ^_^ Everything's JUST SO SUPER COOL!
Now TVs are having 3D modes!
YOUR VERY OWN 3D GLASSES! *limited though*
CAN WATCH ANYTHING IN 3D!!
Everything just pops out like its REAL! XD
like MADAGASCAR 3!!
my ever FIRST movie that I watched in 3D~
AND I JUST DIDN'T WANT IT TO STOP!!
This time... everything was like soo MAGICAL!!
I WANT TO SEE THE CiRCUS!
I WANT TO SEE THAT IN REAL LIFE!!
I wanted to cry~ LOL!!
Tears of JOYNESS!! XD
Unbelievable!! I LIKE IT!! =))
oh no.................
I LOVED IT!!

My ToastMasters

*Updated*

UGH! YEAH! LOL!
HYPER MODE in the inside guts! XD
Blogging via Computer # 8!! XD
*love it* I am blogging HERE! at our computer lab! XD
AT LAST, WEDNESDAY HAS COME!!
Now I can rest my head and worry about nothing except my math..
lol! I can sleep after I come home!! YAY ME! XD INSHAALLAH!!
ALLAHUMMA AMEEN!
Also I wish luck to my friends today...
They're going to have a speech, first time, in Toastmasters Club!
So if you happen to read this! Please pray for them too..
That inshaallah everything will be okay..
And no problems!! ^_^

BLOG!

Salamu alaikum~
how are ya'll? XD
Blogging via Com lab in our college!! XD
This is sooo cool!
Just finished doing my quiz! XD 2nd Quiz actually..
*bites lips* XD I LOVE THIS!! XD
Inshaallah.. I'll be updating my this blog soon..
coz we'll be having vacation after this week! SO YAY! WOOT!
Party party~ Yeah!
Sadly, I'll just have to spend it at home WITH OUR NEW TV!! OH YEAH!!
UH HUH!! XD LOL! K till next time again.. ;)

Btw, I GOT PERFECT ON MY QUIZ!!
*I wonder how much I got on my 1st quiz* >.<

N'sync-Bye Bye Bye with lyrics

Bye bye bye
I'm doing this tonight
You're probably gonna start a fight
I know this can't be right
Hey baby come on
I loved you endlessly
When you weren't there for me
So now it's time to leave and make it alone

I know that I can't take no more
It ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby bye bye bye

[Chorus]
Bye bye Don't want to be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye
Bye bye
Don't want to make it tough
I just want to tell you that I had enough
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye

You just hit me with the truth
Now girl you're more than welcome to
So give me one good reason
Baby come on
I've lived for you and me
And now I really come to see
That life would be much better once you're gone

I know that I can't take no more
Ain't no lie
I wanna see you out that door
Baby bye bye bye

[Chorus]
Bye bye Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player in your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye
Bye bye
Don't want to make it tough
I just wanna tell you that I've had enough
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye

I'm giving up I know for sure
I don't want to be the reason for your love no more
Bye bye
I'm checking out, I'm signing off
I don't want to be the loser and I've had enough

I don't want to be your fool in this game for two
So I'm leaving you behind
(Bye bye bye)
I don't want to make it tough
(Make it tough)
But I've had enough
(Bye bye)
And it ain't no lie

Bye bye Don't wanna be a fool for you
Just another player on your game for two
You may hate me but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye
Bye bye
Don't want to make it tough
I just want to tell you that I had enough
It might sound crazy but it ain't no lie
Baby bye bye bye