Decided

Okay.. After a long time of desperately wanting to unroot my Note 2,
I've decided that I'll just leave it as it is..
*because I wanted to update it badly*
At the same time, I don't want to make it worse..

It's because my phone's been nagging me to uninstall some apps...
and I've already deleted like half of the apps that I have installed...
Like games and such.. hehe...
I'm a game addict that's why.. ;3 but not much.. ;p
Oh and nowadays.. I noticed that u can't play games without internet... -_-"

So yeah.. if there's someone who I can easily talk to..
Or ask about these stuff.. instead of going to some stew-pid shops in this place..
I'd rather ask someone who I am comfortable with..  (￣^￣)

To Root or Not To Root

ㄱㅡㄱ
I shouldn't have done it in the first place..
If I've only known that there's an option where
I can put all my apps in my memory card
without having to root my phone,
I would HAVE done it instead.. (ノ><)ノ
Now I'm all just waiting when will I unroot my phone~ XD

Waiting for the signal in me to do it.. haha.. =))
So yeah.. *still mad about it*

That's why, always look for a better option..
Don't think that this is the only option..
Now I've learned my lesson..
(;*△*;)

Tweeeeeets

My purpose of having twitter...
Is to share some of my feelings online?
Talk to friends? But because I seldomly go online there, no one talks to me...
And also even though I really want to converse with you guys..
I'd love too.. but yeah the only thing that's keeping me from doing that is that...
I don't go there every time... I mean seriously..
;D If only someone mentions me.. I'd be gladly going online.... what's this?
Twitter is starting to piss me off now too? (￣^￣)

Coming Soon!

I shall be spending my day~
Fixing my previous posts in this blog!! hehe..
And so In Shaa Allah I'll be adding links to my Tutorial Tab!
So it'll be easier for every one!! ^_^
As a bonus for myself~
When all reaches to 300 published posts! XD haha!!

Even though tomorrow's the first day of my college~
KYAA~ Arrghh!! Can't believe it!!
I'm gonna go back to college and study and let my brain work till nothing
goes in!! Oh but I hope this would not happen! IN SHAA ALLAH!!
Hmmm.. I better do it now! Or else this nothing will happen! haha!!
Wish me LUCK and to finish this now!

My Nail Polish #2 ~ ♥

Okay call me crazy no problem~
What's up y'all? XD
I'm soooo happeeh~ hahaha!!
To the point that I don't want it to stop!!
Okay so today I wanna show you what I am wearing~
aka. Nail Polish! =)))

Soooo inspired to do this!! XD
Kaitoooo~~ =)) I soo love his voice!!
*there I said it.. Even though I didn't want to let y'all know*
OMG!! KYAAA~ o(≧▽≦)o

Even just hearing people (My sister or maybe my mother)
talk about some particular anime~ I'm beginning to think about them~!!
and scream~ ahahaha!! This might be overboard you say..
But I don't think soo~ ahahaha!! I just really love this feeling!!
My heart would just race every time I remember them!! XD

Oh about  the nail polish~ I love it every time I see them!!
If only I can just pair them with every thing else!!
It's just that in my wardrobe everything's PINK!
I only have less blue ~(T^T)~
And the blue I want is something close to this color!!
U know atleast a pair of earrings I dun have!!
That has the color okay~ XD
I at least want to show the world how I love you~~~
CHAR! lol!! （＞ｙ＜） Khit isang araw lang!!
Oh on my left hand though.. On the ring finger it's painted with..
Silver and glitter... Dunno why.. but I wanted to leave it there for some reasons
that I dunno~ LOL! XD

I've been having this craving feeling! *or not*
More like 'Doki Doki' feeling~ >▽<
and they're just really making me feel more into them!!
Right now I am having this GREAT sensation on such things
because it helps me kind of "motivate"? haha!!
I wonder if they'll help me even during this college time!! haha!!

And I shall end this post!
Okay so if you have any FACTS about Kaito~
PLS SHARE THEM!! XD

One and only?

Eyy~ lemme tell you something before I go to sleep.. XD

*It took me a long time to upload this post yesterday night.. As I was saying..
I was looking at this picture in instagram...
I was really amazed!!! I loved the way how it expressed its feelings ya know.. XD
Well that was the picture where the girl was seating and she was like under the water..
Sooo super cool!!! And I showed it to my sister..
As always she would always give me this blank reaction... or like a poker face...!!!
I hate it!!!!! I am showing her a piece of art and she's not even giving a single damn about it?
I was really annoyed.. and I was like teasing her.. Telling her that... 

that's why I don't want to show things to you coz all I get are blank reactions.. >_<
"You annoying person, you!!!" =)))
My sister's pick up line sometimes... XD

And so my mom saw me teasing my sis and I told her about the pic.. even showed it to her...
She also gave me a blank reaction...
And I told 'em... don't you guys even like the way how it looks? Don't you feel anything?
And my mom said.. they're just pictures.. they're not real..
*hurt* I told them "that's why I'm the only otaku around here..
Even though y'all watch anime.."
yer not a real otakus... XD

Didn't really said that last part.. just thought of it now.. =))) 

anyways.. gonna go to sleep now..
Need to wake up early.... to catch those "worms"!!!
Oh and congratulations once again to my dearest friend who just got her own laptop!!! XD

P.S.

I was having a hard time.. Didn't know that it can't upload the picture I wanted to show you guys..

i.e. from my cellphone.. I LOVE YOU VOCALOID!!! XD ♥♥♥

Can't wait~

Assalamu alaikum~
Annyeong minna!! *haha mixed? XD*
Wazzup dude? Haha..
Okay just like the title I really cannot wait..
Right now I'm having this giddy feeling~
Unbelievable!! Haha.. coz I can't wait to see my dearest friends!! (T^T)
Even though I don't seem to remember you every now and then doesn't mean I don't like you.. (to others)
Of course I missed you too~ he he..
I juz tend to remember those who left me a realllllly deep connection somewhat like that..
Or this deep impression that's why I keep on remembering you guys~ ♡＾▽＾♡
Soo to say this in advance, I REALLY MISSED YOU!!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ

Seeking Love!

I was taken in by a LOT of Shoujo Mangas!! It amazes me every time!!
Of course those that are having the nicely done graphics!! and not those blurry, unclear ones that you see..
I hate those kind of stuff.. Can't read it properly~ >.< Ughh~
I might even start taking those nicely done arts kind of manga than reading those annoying pictures even though they have beautiful stories in them!! For sure now we have lots of mangas that are having beautiful graphics!! Much more better than the olden days? For SOME, it's still okay..
But I'm not saying everything's like that.. Those dark ambiances~ :S

But the point of reading ShouJo Mangas is just to
relieve you from being "Love-sick" or you just want to feel the LOVE u know~
Oh gosh! How I wish to be loved again! *declaring my love already* haha!!
or not... -_- Anyways, I am really longing for that feeling once again~

I may not look like it.. But I am seriously saying this!!
and I don't know why I am declaring it to the WORLD!!
I still have a long way to go though~ *sigh*
Will I have to endure it.. till that day comes??
(( Am I getting impatient now? Argghh~ I hate iiit ))

Oh my~ I seriously need to do something so that I can avert my attention to that.. >w<
But I WILL NOT STOP on reading more shoujo mangas!!
and I just hope that I too, will have that "Happy and giddy" feeling
when I read like those in the manga!! haha..

"Differences can make us STRONGER"
Well that was just "biglaan"~ haha!! In a spur of moment? =)))
and obviously doesn't relate to what I was talking about.. XD

Shaheen's Chicken Chilli Dry

Eyy~ Assalamu alaikum! *Hayys*
Annoying! Whenever we eat the food from Shaheen..
It's either me or my sister who gets stomach ache!
I don't know if it's because of not saying 'Bismillah' or "Having grudge before starting to eat"
but.. I think it's REALLY IN THE FOOD that has the problem!
It's not because of me.. Coz you know we've already ate how many times..
and now that they have this new "place" I keep getting this heavy, hurting feeling on my stomach..
It's not the bloated and satisfied but the bloated and weak!
It's not that I want to eat more.. but it's like eating my guts!
Freaking hurts! I don't want to say NO but seriously!
I don't want to eat another food from that place the next time and getting this feeling again?
NO NO! I'm really feeling weak! It's like any moment now.. I might faint! Seriously!
It's like taking my energy away! Hmmpph!!
I HATE IT NA!

*pouting* Even though it tastes good and it's CHICKEN CHILLI DRY! o(╥﹏╥)o
 But hey~ It won't really last long the hurting and weakening but I don't want
to feel that way whenever I just finished eating FOOD!
Come ON! Like seriously! I want to enjoy the moments
where I have satisfied my stomach! LIKE COOKIE MONSTER!! XD

Arabic Time~

السلام عليكم!!!
Yow guys! How did I do it? =)))
I juz searched  it online and typed it myself!
*To get to know more on how they're written*
So how are you all? ^_^
ان شاء الله hope everything's fine!
=))) I'm really enjoying this..
Learning Arabic by my own!
I know... You'd ask..
Why are you learning just now?
*For the people who know about my condition*
They "hated" or just didn't like the fact that I didn't
understand MOST of what they say and I feel that
it would really annoy them to translate(say) everything back to me again!
And that's one of the reasons as to why I am not that "MUCH" good
in learning Arabic, even though I tried.. I want but they keep on letting my self-esteem low!
It's like they're making me go back! or feel the pressure that I wouldn't like when I study a
language! 1 way to help me guys is to let me FEEL..... or make me feel that speaking in Arabic
is F-U-N!! Yes I can see every time you all talk! But after someone sees that I cannot understand
what they say.. It feels like.. owkay... Please pretend you didn't see me at all!
And after a while they actually do forget that I am there.. The girl who didn't understand
our language! We can talk as much as we can! HOO-RAY! *my mind saying it sarcastically*
So now that the school year's about to finish and I will apply for the summer classes ان شاء الله,
That is the Arab's school year.. But I think they're already finished? hehe..
So yeah.. I will try to study arabic while studying for summer classes! Hopefully that I will
accomplish this goal! ان شاء الله!! Can't wait!! hehe!! That I can FINALLY understand people! (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) 

One of those embarassing moments....

Hey guys~ First of all, I'm sorry...
I don't mean any disrespect but I'll be skipping my formalities today..
coz of the topic! DX "As you can see on the title of this post!" ヽ(ー_ー )ノ

Do you know those moments where u suddenly remember those
EMBARASSING and ANNOYING MOMENTS????
I really can't handle those times!!
It's like I feel that I want die again and again!!
Whether it's just a recently made one or
the most oldest moments that i could've remember in my life!
I want to have a remedy for these kind of symptoms!
I seriously want to kill myself right now!! *haha.. Juz kidding though..*  (^▽^;)
Remembering it again and again!!
UWAAAAAAAAAAAH~! (T^T)
I really can't believe I've done those things!!
Like stuttering in front of everyone..
Not knowing what I should do and
doing crazy embarassing stuff infront of the
people that they shouldn't have seen me doing it! TT^TT

The REAL ME?

Many people has different likes and different dislikes..
Is that what makes it more interesting?
Why does it make me speechless in cases?
Is it because I don't want to know more about them?
or IS it because i'm weird?
or am I really an introvert?
Why do I really don't like it? Learning arabic?
Why do I say that I REALLY like learning arabic?
If I really do, then I must know alot more by now..
esp within those 3 months before..
now I'm already 6 months there.. just started getting to be interested..
Is this how it is in different cases of mine?

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I'm the real, somewhat I think, otaku in this family~
and of course a 2@)0$41.. *snicker*
So whenever I have this troubling times..
I just want to say it somewhere.. as long as it is out my conscience and SOMEWHERE!
I dunno how to cope up with this kinds of attack yet.. ?? Those words that I just said don't make any sense!!

Just where do I exactly fit?

Assalamu alaikum....

OH ye okay..

Till now ba nman?

Hmm.. I am and I have always been the outcast..

The GHOST as I would tell them..

Or if they just tell it to me STRAIGHT to the point..

I'm such an introvert person..

Yeah I can be described as like that..

But then.. I can also be a person who doesn't really approach people much..

Juz bcoz of language? Does this mean, I'm the "BIG" trouble here?

If they knew my blog right now.. or at least one of them would have..

and would visit and READ these entries of mine with patience..

They would really know THE ME who was hiding in this HUGE, VAST crowd..

Who I think is just pretending on the outside... *Being emotional here, needs some comforting*

But then again, because they would tell me.. 

"Why are you not talking?"

Yeah this is where I get my weakness? reason? to why I'm not brave enough..

I'm only like that for a second.. I might not have to stand on my own two feet when I need myself to be..

I sulk! I get jealous most of the time..

But I try not to be.. I must remind myself.. 

hmm.. Juz because they can't do it properly because of me..

They just let it be.. now that I tell them it's okay..

BUT PEOPLE!!

There's such thing as COMMON COURTESY! don'cha know?

*What I'm thinking right now*

I should really promote this blog myself but I'm not showy much!

I prefer not to show off, at times, coz I'm not that kind of person when I think...

The times when show off at people, they won't really recognize it as showing off..

SOME might.. but not most of the time..

I have this feeling that is called LOW SELF ESTEEM right now!! *sigh*

ChilLax Dude~!

Salamu alaikum guyz~
How are y'all?
Well.. People around my college are already having this relaxed feeling,
even though some of them are still going to have Majors/Tests/Exams that aren't done yet..
Coz you know what? Next week inshaallah will be our 1 WEEK VACATION!
hehe.. I also felt it in the air.. So I, too, am one of them~ XD
Yeah we just had this "Speaking Test" Section 1 and it was FAST!
That's the only thing I can say.. Coz normally I like talking to people..
Especially knowing more about them... Since our teacher told us that it's juz like a normal communication..
Even though I felt the nervousness at first.. Coz I didn't know what kind of test or what will be there..
I'm not thinking of having a full marks.. I too am not a perfect human.. and no one's PERFECT!
I kept on thinking just blab it all out.. But the topic 'favorite dish' ....
I didn't know what to pick.. except ADOBO! XD
That's the only food I can think of..

Hmm.. So yeah.. I wanted to tell you guys..
Maybe inshaallah.. and this time that I'd do it..
I might post new entries within that week!
which I hopefully inshaallah I'll do..
I still dun wan to abandon this blogsite! >w<
and am still trying to have a proper time for everything!!!

and AT LAST! For how many days and weeks now..
I've attended the HTML CLASS!! >w<
Inshaallah I'll learn this fast!! hehe..
Since I've studied this one already before.. *Thank goodness*
and that I'll GET my certificate tooo~~ WOOT!! X3 excited much iz me!! XD
Just now.. while I reminisce the times I made those HTML pages with my friends..
I really am one of the JEJEMONS before!! XD
But during those times, they haven't invented the word jejemon..
So it's like.. =))) WeIrD!!  juz like this
Anyways... Oh! and I went to YEIS todaaaay~ WOOT!!
I really wanted to spend my time with them once more!!
Before they go out this town, this place, this country? TT^TT

Okay so i'll my speech with this..
CUTE EMOTICON!
人◕ ‿‿ ◕人
I haven't watched it yet.. 
but I am planning on doing it too~ =3

Prejudice? Oh no it's not~

Assalamu alaikum guys~
Hmm.. I juz want to say this..
and I juz want to be clear with this..
Thank goodness that ms. told me about that,
Me losing my attention last week..
I juz now realized what she totally meant!!
YEah.. I've been neglecting alot of things...
That would end up piling and making it miserable for me..
There's been this "FEELING" hunting me inside..
Making me think like there's nothing wrong..
and not to be worried about it..
Like it keeps me chilling..
Even though I SHOULD be getting WORRIED about things..
Was it because of what happened during that day?
Did I lose myself to that?
Was it because I let my inner self(?) get the best of me?
Hmm.. This unpredictable happenings... and now..
English Subject is really torturing me to HELL!!
I wasn't tortured like this before...
WHY THE HECK DO I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS?
I mean seriously!! It's just a piece of cake YES!
But it doesn't mean that I am one of the experts..
who can manually, mentally and physically can do it!
I'm just the intermediate.. Who's trying out life..
How's it like to be OUTSIDE the company where I was always have been..

So to conclude this story;
*really dun like this me now*
I must tell you... I AM STARTING TO "DISLIKE" ENGLISH!
subject ONLY!! For Pete's sake!! I dun LIKE to be there anymore!!
You might say that this is back-biting... I dunno and I dun care whatever u say!
but I JUST have to say it! I can't let it keep in me all the time!!

Okay.. GTG!! Wednesday's Progress Test and our teacher's really worried
that we [am I included in that too?] are going to fail? or not?
But she really wanted US to get full marks..
I promise you I also want to get full marks but because of SILLY mistakes..
I always get this MINUS points behind me.. WAITING!

Ain't ya Hiding something thar?

Salamu alaikum guys~
Oh my gash!! >w<
I planned on posting some of my "Findings" or "Tutorials"
but it seems I still can't find time to do it..
*Coz you know... They won't do it themselves,
Unless I use the copy and paste command from my brain!!*
So I just came here to say that...
It's a reason as to why, my teacher would always come up to me..
with surprising attack questions.. and I would end up..
saying a nonsense? She's making me unprepared all of a sudden
and would end up killing myself..
*Like thinking at what I said 
and would end up telling myself*
 WHY DID I JUST SAY THAT!!
=))) hehe.. Juz sayin~ XD

Problems that have YET to be solved

The Mad Woman of Yesterday

Assalamu alaikum guys~
pheww~ Now my eyes still hurt from crying..
That a delightful sleep of 9 hours would be oh so wonderful!
But I think I won't be having it now coz I've spent those 4 or 5 hours AWAKE! XD
So I'll leaving with maybe a few thoughts or so..
That I'd like to say is that.. This has been a stepping stone!
This "wonderful" experience of mine..
Somehow~ Made me realize more about the world!
But more like the world where I was living in that I didn't know it would like this AT ALL!
okaaayy~ I like to be going now...
Sorry nabitin ko kayo~
(Sorry I left out some of the important infos for you)
Somewhat close to that explanation.. hehe..

Till next time inshaallah?
TC Ya'll! Wabyahhhh~♥

My ranting? BEWARE!

Assalamu alaikum~

LONG STORY AHEAD

*not important but I can say my title in this post
can either be; Her annoying orange? XD*

Ok.. I've been having this bad feeling ALL DAY!
That even the sleep I had just now, didn't help at all~ *4 hours sleep*
I dun wan to say it here~ Esp the way of how I say it!
She might think this is offensive and all~
OBVIOUSLY! YES!
but COME ON! can't you even take a rest on me?
Juz because I'm easy to MANIPULATE doesn't mean that you'll ABUSE me!
ok.. juz from this single sentence.. THIS is how I think!
So you might think.. "Oh my! really? Is she like that?" or other stuff that's going on around ur mind!
Coz you see~ If you've only known about me.. You wouldn't think of me FOR REALZ doing anything bad..
Nadadala man ako YES.. *sorry I had to say that in tagalog*
If it's in my language I can express it more..

During those 2 days YES I admit I was WRONG!
but today! NO! I didn't even do ANYTHING BAD!
or something that'll drive me CRAZY or AROUND THE BLOCK juz because of that..
COME ON!! I've already learned my lesson NOT to be like that infront of you..
ONLY you I HOPE! It won't even make me loose my attention on wtvr CRAP ur saying!
Seriously! Now it's you who is making me NOT want this..
I may have to endure it.. but it'll be not as the same way as you think it'll be..
YOU think I'm like them? SERIOUSLY! I dun wan to talk to you..
But YOU can consult me you know.. Juz as you would do infront of the CLASS!
but when it comes to being me and her.. I don't think she can do it..
FOR others she may give them a "special treatment" but for me~
NO! Juz bcoz I'm a foreign? who doesn't understand arabic?
COME ON! and SERIOUSLY! is all I can say! REPEATEDLY!

Yes, I'm just driving you all the way until here..
Sorry for letting you read this.. and THANK you~
if you understood my situation.. and for reading it!

I didn't want it.. but bcoz of that!
I've GOT bazillions~ gazillions of things I WANT to tell you!
*or not* You may say a lot of sensible things..
But for me~ I've got of them too.. few actually..
REALLY! Can't you even tell if there is a secret or not?
IS IT your first time MEETING someone like me?
NO I'm not honored! Bcoz you didn't like me AT ALL!
I can see that in ur FACE DUDE!
Annoying really~

NOW what I'm feeling is that;
>I can't play RUBIK'S CUBE infront of you anymore~
Even if you are IN the room.. I won't be DOING it anymore!
Even if I want to learn the LAST STEP of solving 3x3!!
I'm almost THERE MAN! Can't u even let me finish it?
You've given me this feeling! You should take responsibility! *as a joke*
I know I won't benefit from this.. but can't u give me FREEDOM?
>I can't TALK to anyone anymore...
I can't SMILE? or LAUGH? or GIGGLE?
I can't be with her anymore coz you think I might
BE THE ONE WHO'S AT FAULT AGAIN!
even though I still want to talk with her more~
*bcoz she's intelligent MASHAALLAH!*
>I can't look at you the same way as I did before..
but hopefully this FEELING won't stay long or else!
I would have to endure THIS ANNOYING, CREEPY FEELING!
all this SEMESTER! and we're almost HALF way THERE the end..
YOU KNOW!

People might not see me as THAT kind of person..
but if they misinterpreted my action..
THEY might think "Oh so she's that kind of person..
I don't like to be with her~ She's a TROUBLE-MAKER!"
*remembers the k-song*

I seriously don't know what to think!
I don't know how to think like an arab!
I don't want TO BE SO MUCH conservative!
I am not that kind of NARROW MINDED PERSON!
I now can understand! You may not understand what I'm saying here..
because all I say ARE CRAP right? u may say it like that!!
COME ON!! THIS is really a BIG hindrance for me..
Being with you people are already a hindrance for me..
Didn't u even think of that? Oh RIIIIIGHT!
It's because YOU haven't experienced it the same WAY I did..
It may not have to be the same as you would say..
But we have DIFFERENT kinds of endurance..
I'm juz starting and you're already THERE!
BOTH of us should understand each other you know..

But I have this feeling of mine all the time,
I DON'T want it anymore!
To be hurt? To be said by those things?
Even though U don't know me AT ALL!
Feeling na close na tayo? AS IF!
I'd change my course RIGHT AWAY if you were to be in my way..


FINE... That's all I can say for now! >w<

The reason to why I'm not participating much

took the image from google

Ok~ So some of you who has been with me for 2 months now..
noticed that until now I haven't been participating much in classroom..
One reason? I guess you can say that..
coz in the last semester.. I wasn't really much of a speaker..
and I wasn't close to anyone either..
I was placed on 3 different sections...
So I didn't get to know everyone and met only few people whom I get to know more of before~ ^_^
which made me happy.. and somehow comfortable to have them as my friends..
Now.. in this semester.. Glad to be taking a part or more like having or BEING in the part of English class~
I missed those times when I used to have NEW HARD VOCABULARIES in the lessons..!!
and I had to memorize those~ and POEMS! GOSH! I miss those times~

"I missed those times...." That what really made me WANT to be in English class..
Not because it's english and it's easy for me.. but I WANT to know how they teach English in this way..
So that I'll be ready for the future.... of this college.. hehe.. ;DD

So.. It started.. My classes.. There I met my new teachers..
Happy or not.. I should get used to them.. and then..
OWKAY! MY ENGLISH CLASS for the first time..
We were only 3 students who went for the first class! *that is after getting our sched*
We got to know each other.. But because of my voice? or my attitude? or the way I spoke?
I dunno which part bothered her.. but in an instant.. I felt something..
Something like.. disregarded.. Like.. "Ok.. You know.. Don't speak!"
This was what I felt! I didn't know what to say or do..
I just didn't mind it until one day.. when she told us..
"When you want to speak.. just raise your hands.. Instead of chorusing with each other"
It's something like that.. When it's time to participate.. I wanted to try...
There I started to like the 'RAISING your hands first b4 talking!"..
It made sense.. coz I for one, don't like people saying the answer right away.. *sometimes*
There should a 'tense' feeling.. XD But because we have EASY, SUPER EASY english..
People juz started blabbing out the answers.. XD
I would do it too.. If only she COULD HEAR my voice~ =)))

Yeah that's one thing I didn't like.. EVEN though I know she won't bite..
I still can't seem to make my voice any louder.. aside from my friends..
It's like.. It's always been there.. whenever I speak with my teachers..
It depends with the feeling, relationship.. I may not be like that to the others..
But mostly, I am quiet reserved? hmm.. *I didn't know this word until I encountered Zubaidah~ Thank Youh*
hehehe~ anyways.. It's just the feeling.. So she was infront of me..
I was raising my hands.. I wanted to participate..
Soo badly.. kind of.. but after 2 or 3 weeks?
NOTHING! I would juz participate IF SHE CALLS ME!
Juz then, those were the ONLY times where I would participate because
it'd be very hard to have this opportunity next time.. *I THINK*
Coz for sure she'd give the others more chance.. than for me.. I dunno...
I for one.. don't like talking much (in class) when it comes to serious matters LIKE STUDYING! ;D
*ALWAYS DEPENDS if you see me talking, that's me being lazy-ING around* 

So from then on... I've been still doing a lil 'raise your hand'! whenever she asks the whole class.. ;D
but I don't raise my hand when she WANTS someone to participate.. ;|
There's THIS feeling that is lingering around my body and can't be removed by her..
because I FELT she did this to me... SERIOUSLY!
No offence.. But I guess the toastmaster will have to help me on this one.. >w<
That is all folks~ Sorry for keeping you up.. or not..
reading this~ ;>> I appreciate it much!!! ^w^

FREE?!

WHAAAA~!*screams of horror*
Salamu alaikum~
Reporting from what I did yesterday~!
How are you? >w<
I'm not fine.. I'm having TWO QUIZZES for today..
and what I did all day yesterday was, SLEEPING!
I totally forgot to wake up!
I didn't have any dreams ok..
but I think I had.. but only little! >w<

I already found my locker~ WHOOOT! XD
Alhamdulillah!! Funny thing is.. when I found it..
I really didn't know what to put inside!! XD
I just put on my password.. that I still need to think about..
Is password better then keys? I think yes but in some ways no.. >w<

then the sudden change of rooms that I wasn't paying MUCH attention to..
from the day before yesterday's meeting.. I think I was sleepy.. he he he~
So what I did.. After our 1st period which was 7:30-8:20 Math, was our English..
I had to attend coz that's what they said, last sem.. I didn't know I HAD to get my results
from that TEST! what I was jus having on my mind was "Alhamdulillah NOW I FINALLY got my results, next GO TO THE CLASSES IMMEDIATELY!!".. I didn't mind as long as I don't have to take english this semester.. anyways, I'm going back to the past now.. I need to get back to reality in which I need to review and instead of doing that I'm typing an essay.. O_O
ok, so I had to search all the rooms.. even disturbed few classes.. >w<
How stupid and rude of me~ so sorry to all the TEACHERS!! >w<
after that.. I didn't know what else to do.. thought of going to my teacher's office!
I saw her updated sched~ and YES! the only place I didn't look for.. >w<
and yeah.. I still had to attend the class.. I really didn't want to have an absent..
but that's already one for me~ Even my friend congratulated me.. XD =)))

then the third! the GYM! the ACs are finally working..
It's freezing cold in there!! and sad to say, NOW we can finally start having our PE-GYM Classes.. XD
Which is maybe good for the teachers~ but sad for me and the others to not to play badminton.. >W< XD

and this is all for now~ Hope y'all had a fun day yesterday too~
NOW I'm planning on what to put inside my cute locker~
I'll take a picture of it too~ ;>>
thanks for reading and that I spent this time for blogging..
K.. BYERS~