I'm really sorry my fellow mates~

Salamu alaikum~
I've been thinking this following messages while I was studying for my final exams in PE..
and I hope that they'd read this someday.. I hope that this'll reach to them.. Somehow..
If they would be okay with my thoughts.. ;(

I would always think before or whenever I want to say something to someone..
;( Even though it's just a simple and maybe thoughtful one question..
;( This makes me a loser.. really.. ;(
Like a simple "Are you alright?"
I don't like to make misunderstandings..
They may not understand me after all..
But if it's for them to learn more english I'd be willing to do more..
If I could have been just a bit more approachable to them,..
Yes, Now I just admit everything.. I'm also the one who's at fault..
;( I'll try to make it up to you.. somehow..
I would never know if I won't try..
But then this second thoughts would tell me;
Why am I doing this again?.. ;(

You might think that I'm ignoring you.. No it's not..
I don't know why.. I really don't know why..
I don't want to be like this forever.. ;(
I'm really sorry for everything~ ;<

Well I dedicate this to my fellow mates in my Prep year 1st sem..
Hope you won't hate me forever~
I won't mind, maybe, but as long as I know what you think about me..
Please I am also wrong.. I admit that.. There's just something I don't understand
WHY I feel like this towards you guys..

Yes I see you in the hallway, Sorry for not greeting you with any smile,
shaking our hands, or a salam.. This is bad I know..
This is really getting a habit and I would really like for it to stop..
But then I would also like for some other times
not to see you.. you know.. There's this weird feeling in me
that keeps on telling me don't approach them~
But I would also feel that it would be good if we're just like,
how everything was like during my HS.. 
*sigh* everything's not as it was as before..
I miss those times!

Gotta review now~ >w<
Wish us luck... ;>>>

Removed My Followers Gadget

Okay~
I just saw that I only had 4 posts and including this one
for this month~ WHAAA~
That's a BIG mishap for my blog! >w<
I'm so sorry for not updating, and not looking at your beautiful blogs!
REALLY! I've been kind of busy within the last weeks of November..
But now I've been spending my time reading Manga~ TT^TT
I love 'em!! My favorite genre is ........
SECRET!
lmao~ I love romance most of all.. never ending story~
But I wouldn't want it to be sooo long like Naruto~ I think....
Anyways.. What I wanted to let you know is that
I've removed my Followers List / Chuppiez gadget.
But you can still follow me just click the Follow on the upper right of my blog
So please follow me~ >w<
But in one condition~ Read my blogs~ XD
Of course! TT^TT
Oh and if you've noticed..
My navigation bar is on auto-hide..
& If you haven't read my post on how I did it..
It's here.. ;>

Oh I'll be having break inshaallah this coming month..
So I'll try to update u with things I wanted to share you..
Like What's in my School Bag.. ;>

It's going to be my 2nd semester soooon~ Inshaallah~ WOOT!
And then soon I'll be studying for my courses~ *tears of joy* XD
Advance Congratulations to my fellow friends in YUC for those who are going to their
advanced levels~ We're so proud of you!! ;>


P.S: Another reason for not going online because of our faulty internet~ >w<

Being Me!

Assalamu alaikum guys~ Hmmm..
What do we have for today?
My forecast for today~ lol!
We had rain here in Yanbu!
People in College were going crazy!
AND this is my 1st time seeing
the university in dark mode~ lol!!
It's like, so this is what it looks like when
it's in the evening.. SCARY! at same time cool!
but now really coz it's like your in the hospital! TT^TT
People weren't inside at that time so it looks like as if
no one's inside!! Which really creeped me out a bit! XD

What me and my friend did today was,
we ONLY attended a club meeting!
After that we didn't take any classes..
Coz they were all canceled!
*And I just gave my back a hard time
bringing all those heavy stuff*
Oh and if your curious, or not, to know what
these heavy stuff are.. Keep in touch!
Coz I can have a free time anytime I want to post about it!
SO JUST WATCH OUT FOR IT!
INSHAALLAH!
That is if your curious XD

Okay what else did we do today???
Oh I showed my cutix / nail polish collection to my friends!
Wanna see? Oh well.. You'll just have to wait for that too~ XD

I've been wanting to do alot of things but I cannot just leave my COLLEGE works..
It's been piling up! I have my own projects to do and these & those things~
Good thing we didn't do anything today~
I was thinking that.. If I only knew that this would happen,
I could have done my Math Homeworks.. and writing CS Powerpoint Lectures!
Hmmph~ But of course! Allah knows what's best!!
And what's best was that~ Instead of having what I want,
the best was I had to spend my day with my 2 newly found bestfriends!!
They're just soooooooooooo FUN to be with!
*I accept Eman as my bestfriend now* ^_^
Especially now that I'm getting to know them more and more!
We laughed so much! Teased each other~

Oh and I better go~ My week hasn't finished yet~
TT^TT Now I'm really starting to feel like super busy!
*I wanted to say like in college, but I'm already IN college* LOL!!
Don't get me wrong! I love being busy.. but I'm just sad that I cannot
do things I would like to do! Especially what I used to do before
in HS was that I will rest for atleast 5 hours or less then do my
homeworks or just have a fun time in the laptop!
Things before wasn't as hectic as this.. ;D
Okay See yah!
Mishu ALL my beautiful friends~

My ToastMasters

*Updated*

UGH! YEAH! LOL!
HYPER MODE in the inside guts! XD
Blogging via Computer # 8!! XD
*love it* I am blogging HERE! at our computer lab! XD
AT LAST, WEDNESDAY HAS COME!!
Now I can rest my head and worry about nothing except my math..
lol! I can sleep after I come home!! YAY ME! XD INSHAALLAH!!
ALLAHUMMA AMEEN!
Also I wish luck to my friends today...
They're going to have a speech, first time, in Toastmasters Club!
So if you happen to read this! Please pray for them too..
That inshaallah everything will be okay..
And no problems!! ^_^

I'm loving COLLEGE! ^_^

Assalamu alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuhu~
How are ya'll? lol.. I just figured it out that I'm already doing
the redundancy thing.. =))) XD Okay, LOL! Another news story from me..
Hmm.. Let's talk about me officially studying in College!
XD WOOT! Alhamdulillah! I got my results just this day!
I took a Promotion test, that's what they call here, yesterday
and MASHAALLAH!  Who knew that it was that fast?!
Mashaallah! and I'm gonna say that as many times as I want.. XD
Inshaallah I'm gonna get my schedules "PERMANENTLY" and hopefully
tomorrow inshaallah! ;))) I'm sooo glad.. Coz classes started already and
I'm still worried about missing some lectures.. especially when it comes to Math..
I miss math so much! It's just that I forget things easily if I don't review them
especially in a long time! I'm worried that everything I've learned from my greatest ever
Math teacher's gonna go away.. TT^TT
So enough drama.. lol! Let's go on my story...
*I actually have alot in my mind right now lol*
This week! Has been the greatest!
I've met new friends Mashaallah! They're GREAT!
But there's this incident today, that I didn't very well much liked it..
This is the second thing that I didn't like on what happened to me in that university..
The first thing was that there was 2 girls going my way..
and well.. They stopped for a moment..
The other girl carried her friend and when I was about to pass them..
They accidentally *or not* tripped on me.. So I was sooo irritated..
Not knowing what to do.. I left them.. I wanted to talk to them..
REALLY!
"There's a PLACE and TIME in everything you do"
and "PLEASE GROW UP"! If you're just with your friend and no one's looking
then you can fool around with her! >W<
That also happened to me within this week.. Just didn't want to take it personally..
But that day YES i did take it personally.. Now just thinking about it.. makes me not irritable..
But IT is not a proper way to act as a lady! *Yes, I may act childish sometimes too*
We're all human.. But I just want you guys to know this..
Okay the second one.. *FULL STORY AHEAD*
Today, I took the classes in English..
So at the end of our 2nd period in ENGLISH..
Our instructor/teacher told us to stand up and go around and meet every one
we don't know inside that classroom! Or else we won't go to our break..
Don't TALK to those who you know already.. lol! *this is actually funny* XD
I was like OMG! OMFG! I'm like NO WAY! I have people here
that I don't want to meet.. SO SORRY and NO OFFENSE!
But I just have my OWN rules and regulations in meeting friends.. (CONFIDENTIAL)
So yeah I started with the nearest one I can find.. XD There!
But then our teacher, introduced me to someone.. She's cute btw.. ;))
I was like thinking nothing in my head.. I just don't know what to do & what to say.. 

I just wanna THANK MY VERY FIRST CLOSE FRIENDS I MET again there in that University!
for being & having such wonderful friends.. ^_^ I feel that we're close already .. ;))

I kept on smiling at her.. But I'm glad too, that I met her! ^_^ I was counting on it! ;))
Just then, I noticed some girls, a herd/flock/group of girls are like coming towards my place..
In the corner! I was sitting there.. They came and introduced their selves.. The first one
was like a tomboy; she shook my hands and said 'Hi I'm ___.
(I didn't hear her name correctly so I said 'sorry?' but I don't think she heard me and continued on).
How are you?' and replied her too.. and told me if I don't know how to speak arabic.. I told them I know how to speak few.. with a hand gestures.. ;DD Then ended our meeting with 'Nice meeting you!'..
Then they talked to each other, her friends.. Suddenly one of them came to me and said..
 'Hi how are you?' .. She didn't introduced herself yet.. Coz one of them suddenly asked me..
'Where are you from?' I said.. Philippines.. then...... *BAM*
They walked away.. without saying any goodbyes.. I mean no offense.. But I don't think this is a good way to keep a good relationship with new people and foreign ones too.. It's rude you know..
I've talked to some people about it already.. I just don't know what they're thinking about those moments..
Coz right after that, they all went outside the room as if it's suddenly OVER and like nothing happened.. -_-
I think it was because another class/section are coming to take over the room.. XD *just realized it* .-.
So then.. I headed to our next period.. Still the same but different room.. We learned new things...
And study.. But for me it was just a review.. ;DD So when our last period was about to end,
our adviser really didn't let this chance/opportunity to escape and meet all of us..
So we all went out the room.. and just outside the building.. Somewhere in shades..
We formed a circle.. including our teacher.. So we started in a clockwise rotation..
I think I was like 7th from where she started the interview.. Like tell us your name, where do you live,
hobbies, and what do you like to be (occupation)... Like those stuff.. So when it was just about my turn..
for like.. they were already listening to the 5th girl.. I moved to the left.. LOL!!
*SCARED and I don't want to do THIS kind of meeting* maybe if I'm confident.. Okay no prob..
But I wasn't.. so for sure.. teacher has seen me moved.. Moving from my place to the 2nd on my left..
Sorry for that.. really.. I wasn't usual self when I did that..
*I've been having these butterflies on my stomach! Since last week! 
That's why I'm not THAT much confident!*
When it was finally my turn.. I told them about myself basically.. I was like thinking..
I love many things.. what if they only want to know ONE thing..
So when I told them about my hobby.. I said.. I like crochet.. and nail polish... (DUMB!) but i like the idea..
Just then my friend reacted.. nail polish.. isn't a hobby she said.. lol.. *actually I just realized it now*
If she meant the cutix/colorful liquids.. Then she must have corrected me.. But I wasn't really thinking,
anything about that.. I was just giving them the idea.. so no need to be so literal! COME ON!
So before telling them about what I like to take.. I thought that I wanted to be a photographer, cosmetology, and computer science.. I want all of these! I planned on studying them!
So I just told them that I wanted to be a computer engineer... LOL!!
*didn't know what I was really saying those moments.. >.<*
So it was like people are already chatting.. when it was about after my 3rd/4th friends from me..
Teacher actually came closer to the students coz she was beside the first girl who introduced herself..
I think that it's only our adviser who's REALLY interested in meeting all of them.. and some students too..
I guess.. XD

SKIRTS
Okay.. LOL!! That's a long story don't cha think? XD
It took me long to type them all in.. Tired.. didn't sleep yet ever since I arrived from the university..
So I was also thnking about the way I am now.. Handling with the skirts and all..
LOL!! In fact, I'm like satisfied already.. Maybe because I can AT LAST show my clothes to anyone..
Unlike before.. wearing such cool,beautiful, and maybe even ugly clothes.. that are just not being shown
to everybody.. LOL!! Hidden within the abaya.. >.< so now that I'm getting used to this feeling.. WOOT!
Feel like I'm back at elementary.. ;))) i love it! So now I'm aiming to buy for more skirts..
That are of course FIT me perfectly, no need for belt.. >.< and Necklaces that are catchy and
hairstyle.. XD ;))) *I like fashion too*

NOTEBOOKS
And also my ideas about our notebooks-to-be... I thought it would be the same in our home country..
Coz it's like.. Your professor are just going in on your lesson.. Explain.. Lectures.. Maybe not even write
on the board! Just dictate! And there, in Philippines, the students' notebooks can be anything you want..
As long as you can write on it.. XD ;DDD So we have these binders, we call it.. I bought 2..
that are amazingly CUTE and small.. But here in this university.. I guess the teachers would like it if,
their notebooks are as large as A4.. and also springs .. I was like.. again.. NO WAY! I can't..
I've already experienced having 13 to 14 notebooks in like 10 years of studying in my life..
AND IT IS VERY heavy on the bag.. I can't have these.. I brought 3 bags to school..
If I hafta bring notebooks and books plus my lunch! I can't afford to lose such a free food in my life..
LOL!! XD ;))) Alhamdulillah! Food at home is much better.. ;DD 

NEW word(s) learned today:
Argot - secret language!

Sports Club Building F

Okay~! XD ;)) Just came back from our university.. WOOT!
guess what I saw today??
I saw the Sports CLUB already!!! WOOT!
Can't wait if it's our Physical Education already! >.<
I'm sooo gonna enjoy this! XD
I was soooo bored waiting for my friends to come..
*but they didn't come so it's just okay with me..*
So I told myself, okay fine.. I'll just have to visit it myself..
Though it would be more enjoyable with friends.. ;))
So I came and saw the Gym first..
It was good.. But I didn't see the whole thing..
So the next I saw is the Basketball court!
Inside the building!!! OMFG!! It's sooooo freaking cooool!!
Can't really wait! XD I saw 2 girls playing badminton during those moments
I saw the place.. Then I SAW THIS MORE AWESOMEST PLACE I'D EVER SEEN!
*this is all my first time seeing except for the gym XD*
I WAS SOOO DAZZLED BY THE AMAZING
SWIMMING POOL!
I just had to make that big! XD
It's just like in the movies.. LOL!
*japanese dramas*
same with the basketball court..
I AM REALLY not gonna wait! lol kidding..
But the swimming pool's close so I can't really explore more
of that certain place.. ;)))

But you know what.. I was planning on sleeping on a couch..
XD and I didn't actually did it! was just planning anyway.. XD
I saw Howazain? I shook her hands.. TT^TT but not her friend!!
What a shame!! TT^TT Sorry *whatever her name is* ;D
My GOSH! THIS IS GONNA BE AWESOME!
I JUST KNOW IT!! >W<
Can't believe it! I'm already in college!
How time flies so fast? >.<
*suddenly missing my friends*

Updating~

I have these drafts that I'd like to share you..
Of course that I would like to edit them..
*Major Majorly* XD ke ke ke..
And I have these posts that I didn't tagged them
very well.. So I would like to fix those too..
Inshaallah! I will try to give time for them..
and hopefully that I'll have to do it fast!
XD Thanks for reading so far!

Jazakhallahukhairan!
Salamu alaikum!
Fi Amanillah!

Look alike? Perhaps.. Maybe..

It's been bugging me always.. Whenever I look at them..
These K-POP singers.. maybe not only them.. also JPOP and TPOP singers.. ehehe..
hmmm.. For instance, I'm seeing my mom's friend in 2NE1's Park Bom's face.. at some angle.. XD

JYJ's JaeJoong, Jim Brian Khasmir D. Montero.. I saw it when JJ's crying in the 'In Heaven' trailer..

U-Kiss' SooHyun in Gian's face, currently he's in nursery..

  U-Kiss' former Alexander in Murwan's face.. He's also in  nursery.. It's soo funny coz whenever he smiles.. It's like i'm really seeing Alex Oppa~!!! I miss him..

U-Kiss' Hoon in Kuya Aldin Baniaga.. That's why I don't like seeing Hoon everytime.. >.< hehehe.. no hard feelings..

 U-Kiss' former KiBum in Ameen/Amin's face, he's half malaysian and half chinese.. WOOT~!! I LOVE iT whenever I see him~!! XD It's like i'm really seeing KiBummie's shy face.. XD ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 

 Okay i almost forgot.. XD Jim's sisters.. Hmm.. Myrel Jane D. Montero is very cute whenever she smiles.. Because 2AM's JinWoon looks exactly her whenever they smile/laugh.. XD AS IN!!

And Jiamee Lynn D. Montero also.. XD Before she looked very well like 4Minute's NamJiHyun.. *I don't really know all the members in 4Minute, my sincere apologies, ehehe.. That's why I mentioned her full name.. Coz there's also JiHyun who's a model* Even now, but since JiameeLynn grew a lil fat.. Their smiles are still the same.. ^_^ Cute~!! ;))

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Boyfriend's Jo twins aka Jo KwangMin and Jo YoungMin in Franchesca Garcia.. 

THEY LOOK EXACTLY JUST THE SAME~!!! I made a picture with the both of them.. But I'll make a better one.. *Inshaallah* when i have their updated pictures.. :D Coz it's on the other computer not in my lappie~ ;))

Hmm.. Who's next? I have more, but I forgot the others.. ehehe.. I'll just edit this post once again after I remember them.. XD I'll be posting pictures also so that you'll see what i mean.. ;))

(You might be wondering why I'm mentioning their full names, well atleast some of them, coz I want them to know that I still don't forget about them.. XD ehehe.. )