GANTZ Chapter 375

Salamu alaikum y'all~
Hmm.. Guess what..
I just spent my whole day yesterday
reading GANTZ!
It was crazy!! and I really planned on finishing it
within that WHOLE DAY! but I really can't..
I just finished the remaining 15 chapters,
and I thought, "This manga would definitely
not disappoint me till the very end!"
But what the hell????!
It ended at the very last moment,
when everything should be alright..
and NO MORE WAR!!
CHAPTER 375!!!
Why does it have to end now??
I would want to wait..
but How will I know when
they've already scanlated the continuing chapters?
Please!! If I only know someone who's
die-hard otaku fan!! XD Who really knows ALL
about it!! there would be someone..
HOW THE HECK WOULD I KNOW??? *RAGE*
PLEASE OKU!! Dont' make it like this~

Kei-chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!!
Tae-chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!! =))
I just love it!! ♥♥♥
It's totally different from the movie!!
but I also love how they ended it there!! (I'm relating about the movie k?)

Shining Inheritance Afterthoughts

I realy can't believe it~ lol!
After all these years (?) of watching Shining Inheritance!
I've finally finished it last year.. *just came to realized it*coz I've been thinking of the mid parts.. >w<
anyways, I was happy for such a good ending!
Everyone's satisfied atleast for SeungMi's mother.. hehe~ ;>
I dunno when was I first started watching it..
and I think I re-watched it before I continued,
from the last ep I stopped watching..
*That's me, once I've finished one thing..
like a long or short drama.. I won't be watching it again..
Because of this crappy internet.. and also it will be just taking my
time when I'm supposed to "these" things..

Hmm.. Let's see.. I'd like to redirect you on my posts concerning this;
~(>_<~) Oh what a shame.. I only made one post about it..
=))) And it's the critical moment~
So if you don't like then don't click on it.. XD
I will be just a spoiler for you, that is if you haven't watched it yet~ >w<
（ﾉ´д｀） I'm really sorry~ I didn't know it would turn out like this.. ｍ（＿ ＿；；ｍ

thought I might really need to re-watch those last few episodes..
I dun remember how did Joon Se oppa get happy?

Yesterday, Today - My Last Posts 2012

Salamu alaikum.... Hmmm.. Well~ What do you say?
Want to countdown with me Middle East? =)))
Juz kidding!! I'm just joining the fun! ;>>
*Just like Pinkie Pie*
This will be my last post for this year! TT^TT
Another year is coming!! Subhanallah!!
I feel like my life's coming to its end...
It's like the more time I take,
the more time and more
I need to regain my needs for my next life! ;(

Oh we just finished our Math 001 Final Exam..
Prep Year and Section 1.. ^_^
It was rather nervous at first..
not knowing what kind of questions they're going
to give you! thank goodness,
Reviewing yesterday really made my Math FINAL exam
easy.. It's my first, if you don't know.. hehehe..
First time having a Final exam...
I mean like.. Reviewing the things you've reviewed for the
whole semester.. back in my elementary and HS days,
at the end of our 4th Quarter we wouldn't have to
review the whole BOOK! I MEAN PUH-LEASE!
=))) It was really easy.. Alhamdulillah..

Oh yes, I went yesterday..
Just only to review..
I went 7 in the morning..
and stayed till 12 noon..
It was really unexpected but I somehow did reviewed
for those 4 hours straight with no distractions!!
it was *PHEW* =)))
it was a MIRACLE!! Subhanallah!!
I just have to say this!! =)))
It felt really good revising with no distractions!
Well except for the noise in the cafeteria
I didn't have music with me..
so during that time I wanted it,
but as soon as I've concentrated on my math..
I forgot about it.. XD
I also thought I saw Zubaidah and Eman!
Like oh wow! I thought it was their "Doppelganger"..
It turns out only Zubaidah's specs and Eman's hair!
=)) are the same!! hehehe..

Wanted to go and study in Library but I also thought
it would be a long way to go if I want to ask Ms. right away..
and there weren't much people during that day.. (Sunday)
So I guess reviewing in cafeteria was kind of better..
It's spacious.. There's a table.. and I can go to the
teacher right away.. XD =)
and I finished at exactly 12pm, college's clock time,
studying!! =)) It's like THAT'S HOW LONG YOU
NEED TO REVIEW FOR YOUR MATH!! =))
Well in my case that is.. XD ;>>>
I fully reviewed it.. the Quizzes and Assignments..
and the notes.. well not really.. Just concentrated on
the formulas.. and how you solve it.. XD

Well hope you gained something from here~ ;>
See You Next Month! Next Year! and maybe Next Week! =))
TC! GB!

My Crocheted Glove

Salamu alaikum~
Okay... How have you been all?
where should I start again? oh yeah~ haha..
I'm sorry to delay this blog post.. So let's start.. XD

I was making this crochet gloves the other day (Saturday night)..
Continued and I came to this part until the thumb part..
Seeing how well I did, for like the FIRST TIME

I thought that I'll just continue this next time inshaallah..
hopefully today XD

I was really enjoying how well I did! hahaha!!
Here are some pictures;

together with the tutorial vid of Teresa's

What made me do this yesterday was because of her...
Thanks to her, I was able to make it this much yesterday.
I was planning to finish it but THOSE MANGA!
I JUST WANTED TO FINISH THEM!! =)))

I told and showed my friends the crocheted glove I made before..
T'was a long time and I totally forgot where I got the pattern
and Zubaidah said "Make me one too"..
I was happy to make one for her and might as well make another pair too..
but I recently talked about it with her..
She suddenly said that 'She was just kidding..'
*with a lil heart broken drawing on the side like in manga XD*
I really wanted to make one for her.. and also for Eman..
I also thought of making one for myself..
but it didn't occur to me if Zubaidah didn't tell me;
"Make it for yourself first then you can make mine.."
This really made me realize that
the things I made before for my bestfriends were actually my first time
crochets.. But I was more happy to give it to them coz I know they'll treasure it..
I thought that "ahhhh~ It's just fine. I can make as much as I want for my own anytime I want."
But really, I didn't even make not a single one for my own~ The fluffy heart crochet!
I wasn't really thinking about it that much but now that she gave me that idea..
wow~ new change has occur! lol!
She made me feel inspired for what she said.. XD hehe..

There would be times where I would joke, but I DON'T REALLY MEAN IT..
I would be glad if you would have rejected me..
Coz my friends before wouldn't really mind me..
So I was just thinking about that..
Really made me think alot!
Now I'm in a new environment, new friends..
and I'm like WHAAA?
I'm used to alot of things but not this kind of thing..
Everything's like new.. I feel worse when I know it's different..
Sometimes happy to see that I encountered something new..
It's like a tornado down there~ lol!
but there would be other things that won't ever change.. ;)

Well then~ I've got alot of thoughts swirling around my head..
Getting ready to be published around this blog! lol!!
It's just this freaking net won't keep up with me!!! TT^TT

What kind of yarn is this?

Assalamu alaikum guests and audiences, how are you this evening?
I just wanted to know, how do you use these kinds of yarn?

I've bought them for crocheting.. My eye caught those good combination of colors & shade..  It isn't branded, As you can see..
I just buy any yarn I see here cause I don't really go anywhere besides near our house.. so as long as there's yarn and I can do the stuff that I like with it then it's fine..

It's my first time seeing this and I haven't seen one stuff
they've made out of this kind of yarn.. until today..
So I started. Tried out this yarn.
I did a slip knot, and made a chain then.....
What the heck?! What are these?
I don't see a chain! I just made it thicker..
I know this will be very hard to work with coz the chains aren't that visible
unlike with the yarn-yarn.. You can easily see where you are going..
but this one is not really a yarn. It's more like a thread
with a hair, kind of thing, attaching to it.. no strands of yarn..
I originally bought this for the gloves that I wanted to make..
but now that I can't make it with the use of crochet technique..

I saw and thought why don't I try it with the Knitting..
I'll just have to buy the stick..
but before that.. I watched few videos for starters..
It looked pretty easy and I was actually excited to try it out!!
and their knitting sticks~ TT^TT I WANNA HEB IT TOOO~
I wan to have the same!!!! =)))
but.... I guess I'll just have to use & be contented to what I have right now
and now I just tried it, It doesn't work with the knitting technique also...
Sooo bummed about this!
I kind of wasted money without realizing this would happen!
Since now that I don't know where to use them,
For a meanwhile, I'll just add them to my collections.. XD

*currently listening to B1A4 - Tried to Walk*
LOVE YOU~ SOOO CUTE OUR RABBIT!! LOL!! =))
BARO, your gloves here made me want to make the same one too~ =))
just thinking of it now, somehow all of these are connected LOL

Cooking vs. Crafting

Assalamu alaikum folks~
I just want to share this thought with all of you...

I'm curious to know alot of stuff..
I get excited when learning new stuff..
Especially when it comes to crafting..
Now I'm already into knitting..
I dunno.. Maybe it's in the side of my Father's family?
That's why? I feel that I MUST know this too! XD
But when it comes to cooking..
Ugh! That's where I am not soooo
excited about.. I get jealous when I hear that this girl
is sooo good at cooking and that makes me
want to try to be a good cook too..
But when it comes to cooking..
I just loose the attention and must go find me something
that would really entertain me..
>w< I'm lost for words.. LOL!!

I want to know how to bake cake!
mga ulam! sweets! BUT!
I dunno how!!! TT^TT
I'm a LOSER in this!! TT^TT

I'm really sorry my fellow mates~

Salamu alaikum~
I've been thinking this following messages while I was studying for my final exams in PE..
and I hope that they'd read this someday.. I hope that this'll reach to them.. Somehow..
If they would be okay with my thoughts.. ;(

I would always think before or whenever I want to say something to someone..
;( Even though it's just a simple and maybe thoughtful one question..
;( This makes me a loser.. really.. ;(
Like a simple "Are you alright?"
I don't like to make misunderstandings..
They may not understand me after all..
But if it's for them to learn more english I'd be willing to do more..
If I could have been just a bit more approachable to them,..
Yes, Now I just admit everything.. I'm also the one who's at fault..
;( I'll try to make it up to you.. somehow..
I would never know if I won't try..
But then this second thoughts would tell me;
Why am I doing this again?.. ;(

You might think that I'm ignoring you.. No it's not..
I don't know why.. I really don't know why..
I don't want to be like this forever.. ;(
I'm really sorry for everything~ ;<

Well I dedicate this to my fellow mates in my Prep year 1st sem..
Hope you won't hate me forever~
I won't mind, maybe, but as long as I know what you think about me..
Please I am also wrong.. I admit that.. There's just something I don't understand
WHY I feel like this towards you guys..

Yes I see you in the hallway, Sorry for not greeting you with any smile,
shaking our hands, or a salam.. This is bad I know..
This is really getting a habit and I would really like for it to stop..
But then I would also like for some other times
not to see you.. you know.. There's this weird feeling in me
that keeps on telling me don't approach them~
But I would also feel that it would be good if we're just like,
how everything was like during my HS.. 
*sigh* everything's not as it was as before..
I miss those times!

Gotta review now~ >w<
Wish us luck... ;>>>

Manga & OR Anime

Salamu alaikum!
Okay I just want to say this!
Anime is better than Manga! Why?
COZ you can literally
FEEL, SEE, and HEAR,
the message they are delivering to us!
AND I'M DYING TO WATCH
ANOTHER SEQUEL IF THEY CONTINUE IT!
*SERIOUSLY*
This is my opinion..
It's also because,
when you read..
You have your own set of imagination..
Your own ways of thinking how it is being delivered!
That's why if I read a manga
I wouldn't want to watch an anime of it..
*but if the voice actors are freakin' GOOD! WHY NOT?*
and if I am watching the anime
and it has a manga...
I'm not really fond of it...
I'm not like the other Otaku fans.. ;D

But then Manga also has another good thing..
Coz you don't have to listen to any new songs
that would make you download the WHOLE OST.. *for me I would do that*
You'll not think about the background music
that will make you go with the rhythm *Sorry Rhythm, if you get what I mean* CX
or that will scare you.. give you goose bumps.. XD
and also imagination's good..
Especially when it's WILD! LOL!
EXCITE that's what it also gives us!
Makes us want to read more of it!

But if you're on a manga that's just started..    ←*I didn't get what I meant here now ///_/// sorry*
*In here, I meant like waiting for the next chapters..
or so in short words, Ongoing Mangas*
I can wait.. I can support the people..Well I really salute you for being patient..
but then my mood looses its thing to read that manga!
Don't get me wrong, I love that manga.. really!
Wishing I had those cards too~ X3   ←*talking about a certain manga*

and for us Muslims it's better
coz the only thing that would make us fitna(?) is our eyes..
and also You GET everything..
You understand the WHOLE PICTURE! ne? \OwO/

currently having a bias on TOMOE!!! X3

? - not sure if I said it correctly

Being Me!

Assalamu alaikum guys~ Hmmm..
What do we have for today?
My forecast for today~ lol!
We had rain here in Yanbu!
People in College were going crazy!
AND this is my 1st time seeing
the university in dark mode~ lol!!
It's like, so this is what it looks like when
it's in the evening.. SCARY! at same time cool!
but now really coz it's like your in the hospital! TT^TT
People weren't inside at that time so it looks like as if
no one's inside!! Which really creeped me out a bit! XD

What me and my friend did today was,
we ONLY attended a club meeting!
After that we didn't take any classes..
Coz they were all canceled!
*And I just gave my back a hard time
bringing all those heavy stuff*
Oh and if your curious, or not, to know what
these heavy stuff are.. Keep in touch!
Coz I can have a free time anytime I want to post about it!
SO JUST WATCH OUT FOR IT!
INSHAALLAH!
That is if your curious XD

Okay what else did we do today???
Oh I showed my cutix / nail polish collection to my friends!
Wanna see? Oh well.. You'll just have to wait for that too~ XD

I've been wanting to do alot of things but I cannot just leave my COLLEGE works..
It's been piling up! I have my own projects to do and these & those things~
Good thing we didn't do anything today~
I was thinking that.. If I only knew that this would happen,
I could have done my Math Homeworks.. and writing CS Powerpoint Lectures!
Hmmph~ But of course! Allah knows what's best!!
And what's best was that~ Instead of having what I want,
the best was I had to spend my day with my 2 newly found bestfriends!!
They're just soooooooooooo FUN to be with!
*I accept Eman as my bestfriend now* ^_^
Especially now that I'm getting to know them more and more!
We laughed so much! Teased each other~

Oh and I better go~ My week hasn't finished yet~
TT^TT Now I'm really starting to feel like super busy!
*I wanted to say like in college, but I'm already IN college* LOL!!
Don't get me wrong! I love being busy.. but I'm just sad that I cannot
do things I would like to do! Especially what I used to do before
in HS was that I will rest for atleast 5 hours or less then do my
homeworks or just have a fun time in the laptop!
Things before wasn't as hectic as this.. ;D
Okay See yah!
Mishu ALL my beautiful friends~

Monologues#2 Math Games

Assalamu alaikum~
Okay~
I'm soooooooooooo not in the mood!
AND it started in the morning already..
Didn't know it'll reach me until this evening!! TT^TT

I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW! *through here*
but I can't tell it to you personally..
I dunno how & why..
Maybe because I'm scared..
You'll not like me anymore..
I'm not good with words..
I try not to be tactful with you!
Since we're just getting to know each other..
I'm just good at explaining it to you virtually..
Since YOU CAN READ all what I'm saying..
Even though just scheming, it would do me fine..
As long as you understood what I want to say..
what I want you to know how I'm feeling..

I've been like this ever since!
I dunno how to control these feelings of *sulking*.
in tagalog, nagtatampo AKO!
It's hard! Whenever I felt this it's like no one's beside me!
No one's looking after me..
No one's there for me..
*in those short times..
I think of these..
It's like everything's over!
I just want to end this!
NO MORE!

I don't like being left ALONE!
coz that's what they've been doing to me..
for my past school years..
I dunno how.. or what went wrong..
*i'm referring the "THEY" to my schoolmates/classmates..

They're not really that curious about what I did today..
I'll just have to open up a conversation just to tell them what I did today..
Just so that I can let it out of myself..
But today I feel it's different..
Mom's been sick..
Both of my siblings..
Father is not really a good adviser for me..
I just dun wan to talk to them!
and this makes me feel HATRED!

I don't want to let others think that
I'm saying *my stories or randomness*
just because I want attention..
NO! NEVER! I always think of this..
That's why I don't talk much!

Since now I'm surrounding with people whom I talk
in english regularly.. My tongue is a bit exercised on talking english..
But then I must at the same time.. Learn Arabic..
Coz that's what they have here!
I can't come up to any people there in university,
coz I dunno how to communicate with them..
There might be a big misunderstanding if I didn't
say anything.. or I did something they didn't like..
But SERIOUSLY, it's them who's making it, me
not LIKE them..

Okay so it's really this..
Sorry I'm making a big deal in this small matter..
Sorry if I made any assumptions..
I didn't know coz you weren't talking to me~
You know what, you could've told me that you're going home..
What if your brother didn't tell you to come back inside..
and you would have left the university, without me letting know
that you're already out and didn't want to stay any longer..
I was there, waiting for you..
I wanted you to take my place for atleast 5 minutes only..
I wouldn't really want to take much of your time..
But since your there to be my help..
Okay~ I'll just stop until here!
I don't want to blab bad things anymore!
What's done is done..
There's nothing we can do about it..
"I sure do hope so.. It's just easy to say..
But hard when you do it.."

*I REALLY am feeling that I just took these last 4 sentences in a movie..
But it's all true~ I want to let it go!
I don't take grudge..
As long as it wasn't as bad as I had when I was in Grade 6!
That damn teacher! HMMPH!! Really I dunno why that until now
I still didn't like her~

I wish I may..

I wish I might..
Have these by the end of tonight!!

           

        

 

I really wish~

I really want to have these all by tonight!!

But I guess only in my dreams!! XD

I'll just have to visit DreamLand once again!!

But I dun wan to wake up after that! TT^TT

There are alot of things that are good to buy here:

www.kpoptown.com

Now, it's starting to make me feel like..

I dun wan kpop.. *BUT I STILL DO*

because it was kinda my thing only.. before..

=)) But it's good! For now.. coz I dunno any one in this place..

That are kpopholic YET! XD Y'know what I mean?