Disregarded!

Hmm..
Salamu alaikum!
Yeah... I've been having this issue with my teacher..
and oh yeah! She's honest that we have those times together but really..
She does that to me and every one does that to me..
Coz of course.. What they see is what they believe right?
Oh okay.. Tell me I'm not wrong..?
Somehow close to that.. Some are like that.. Some aren't..
Yes.. But you know.. I'll never know who they will be if they won't be brave and show everyone..
But oh well.. I wanted to let it all go..
But u know IF and only IF I could have an access on blogspot and can use my cellphone
at that time in class, I would've said a lot of awful things.. That shouldn't be coming out of my mouth..
or here.. XD So yeah.. Kind of had the bad day with the feeling of wanting to finish this day soon..
and have a relaxing VACATION but I know now that I won't be getting it..
Coz I'll be taking the Summer Classes.. In shaa Allah!!
Hopefully it'll be over soon!! I WANT TO HAVE 1 WHOLE MONTH for SLEEPING ONLY!!
Give me a hibernation period PEOPLE! XD
This girl is gonna dieee~ ahahaha!!
Juz kidding.. Anyways, homeworks really are a pain in the *ss!!
*These days thing's just making me want to curse*
H.O.M.E.W.O.R.K = Half Of My Energy Wasted On Random Knowledge

I credit my dear friend @ZubaidahHabeeb for telling me this!! XD
But it's more like wasted on nothing.. TIME!
but if I look on the bright side! WHOA! A lot of advantages!! =)))
I'm really gonna miss this when I grow up..
THAT is if I still become an adult.. Allahu alam..
Okay.. Gonna end it here..
Hope to blog more soon in shaa Allah! ^_^
TC Y'ALL!

Oh yeah~ We're the BOSS! XD

Assalamu alaikum guys!!
>w< I knoooow it has been a verrry loooong time!!
*Felt like forever* Things kept on piling up~!
Coz I keep on doing the wants instead of the needs.. XD
hehehe~ Of course I need to;
KEEP CALM
and
READ MANGA!!

=))) Don'cha agree? XD For me that's HEAVEN!
This is my peg... my trip kung baga.. hehehe..
As in!! It's like I forget everything.. well not really..
But u know it makes my heart throb for every manga I read..
Of course those that are interesting..
and if they're not I throw/delete them right away!!
Especially those scary drawn once..
Sorry mangakas.. I dun feel comfortable reading those
with scary faces even if the story did have beautiful slots.. or wtvr it's called..
Uhmm.. It depends though.. It's not always the same.. hehe..
Please!! Every thing depends on what the situation is..

Okay juz came by to say few things for this Month!!
Can't leave this month without having to write IN MY OWN PRECIOUS BLOG!
TT^TT Gomen ne~ I dun come here much often now..
Unlike before!! *oooh~ I can use this in my hw in english in "used to"* XD

Well then I'll end it here for now!!
In shaa Allah till next time again!!
Hopefully asap!! >w< TC Ya'll!!

Allshare ^w^

Assalamu alaikum guys~
Ey~ Yow Wazzup? X3
I've found a very cooool discovery we had in this house!!! =))
TVLink is so super coool!! XD
Knowing that, now we don't need to use the USB to bring the movies to the TV to watch it..
and later we would find out that it won't work because of it's extension... or wtvr~ XD
But of course in some cases we would still use the USB to watch, see, and maybe even listen to stuff.. ya know~
At first it started with my NX1000 coz I saw that it would work if I just used the TV Link on it's Wi-Fi options..
and yeah~ As soon as I saw the instructions on the TV..
I played with it along with our wi-fi adapter~
And their viola~! There were some obstacles that would make me think why is it like that..
But yeah.. Thanks to the Allshare Program... This will all work!!
Those that are only Music, Videos and Pictures... of course~ XD Hehe..
Still thinking if YT can work via TV.. Maybe soon it'll show me the answer~ hehe...
Well for this time.. Thanks to NX1000 we all got to find out how this new thing works!
Exciting isn't it? I love it!! I didn't know there would be a "THING" that is sooo advanced in this house~ XD
I took pix~ for remembrance.. I'd like to show u guys..
But, because of the "embarassing" things I wouldn't want to show the world..
Ahhh~ I told myself.. nevermind.. haha.. So I hope this documentary of what happened is fine enough to show the world.. XD

The REAL ME?

Many people has different likes and different dislikes..
Is that what makes it more interesting?
Why does it make me speechless in cases?
Is it because I don't want to know more about them?
or IS it because i'm weird?
or am I really an introvert?
Why do I really don't like it? Learning arabic?
Why do I say that I REALLY like learning arabic?
If I really do, then I must know alot more by now..
esp within those 3 months before..
now I'm already 6 months there.. just started getting to be interested..
Is this how it is in different cases of mine?

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I'm the real, somewhat I think, otaku in this family~
and of course a 2@)0$41.. *snicker*
So whenever I have this troubling times..
I just want to say it somewhere.. as long as it is out my conscience and SOMEWHERE!
I dunno how to cope up with this kinds of attack yet.. ?? Those words that I just said don't make any sense!!

Just where do I exactly fit?

Assalamu alaikum....

OH ye okay..

Till now ba nman?

Hmm.. I am and I have always been the outcast..

The GHOST as I would tell them..

Or if they just tell it to me STRAIGHT to the point..

I'm such an introvert person..

Yeah I can be described as like that..

But then.. I can also be a person who doesn't really approach people much..

Juz bcoz of language? Does this mean, I'm the "BIG" trouble here?

If they knew my blog right now.. or at least one of them would have..

and would visit and READ these entries of mine with patience..

They would really know THE ME who was hiding in this HUGE, VAST crowd..

Who I think is just pretending on the outside... *Being emotional here, needs some comforting*

But then again, because they would tell me.. 

"Why are you not talking?"

Yeah this is where I get my weakness? reason? to why I'm not brave enough..

I'm only like that for a second.. I might not have to stand on my own two feet when I need myself to be..

I sulk! I get jealous most of the time..

But I try not to be.. I must remind myself.. 

hmm.. Juz because they can't do it properly because of me..

They just let it be.. now that I tell them it's okay..

BUT PEOPLE!!

There's such thing as COMMON COURTESY! don'cha know?

*What I'm thinking right now*

I should really promote this blog myself but I'm not showy much!

I prefer not to show off, at times, coz I'm not that kind of person when I think...

The times when show off at people, they won't really recognize it as showing off..

SOME might.. but not most of the time..

I have this feeling that is called LOW SELF ESTEEM right now!! *sigh*