ChilLax Dude~!

Salamu alaikum guyz~
How are y'all?
Well.. People around my college are already having this relaxed feeling,
even though some of them are still going to have Majors/Tests/Exams that aren't done yet..
Coz you know what? Next week inshaallah will be our 1 WEEK VACATION!
hehe.. I also felt it in the air.. So I, too, am one of them~ XD
Yeah we just had this "Speaking Test" Section 1 and it was FAST!
That's the only thing I can say.. Coz normally I like talking to people..
Especially knowing more about them... Since our teacher told us that it's juz like a normal communication..
Even though I felt the nervousness at first.. Coz I didn't know what kind of test or what will be there..
I'm not thinking of having a full marks.. I too am not a perfect human.. and no one's PERFECT!
I kept on thinking just blab it all out.. But the topic 'favorite dish' ....
I didn't know what to pick.. except ADOBO! XD
That's the only food I can think of..

Hmm.. So yeah.. I wanted to tell you guys..
Maybe inshaallah.. and this time that I'd do it..
I might post new entries within that week!
which I hopefully inshaallah I'll do..
I still dun wan to abandon this blogsite! >w<
and am still trying to have a proper time for everything!!!

and AT LAST! For how many days and weeks now..
I've attended the HTML CLASS!! >w<
Inshaallah I'll learn this fast!! hehe..
Since I've studied this one already before.. *Thank goodness*
and that I'll GET my certificate tooo~~ WOOT!! X3 excited much iz me!! XD
Just now.. while I reminisce the times I made those HTML pages with my friends..
I really am one of the JEJEMONS before!! XD
But during those times, they haven't invented the word jejemon..
So it's like.. =))) WeIrD!!  juz like this
Anyways... Oh! and I went to YEIS todaaaay~ WOOT!!
I really wanted to spend my time with them once more!!
Before they go out this town, this place, this country? TT^TT

Okay so i'll my speech with this..
CUTE EMOTICON!
人◕ ‿‿ ◕人
I haven't watched it yet.. 
but I am planning on doing it too~ =3

Prejudice? Oh no it's not~

Assalamu alaikum guys~
Hmm.. I juz want to say this..
and I juz want to be clear with this..
Thank goodness that ms. told me about that,
Me losing my attention last week..
I juz now realized what she totally meant!!
YEah.. I've been neglecting alot of things...
That would end up piling and making it miserable for me..
There's been this "FEELING" hunting me inside..
Making me think like there's nothing wrong..
and not to be worried about it..
Like it keeps me chilling..
Even though I SHOULD be getting WORRIED about things..
Was it because of what happened during that day?
Did I lose myself to that?
Was it because I let my inner self(?) get the best of me?
Hmm.. This unpredictable happenings... and now..
English Subject is really torturing me to HELL!!
I wasn't tortured like this before...
WHY THE HECK DO I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS?
I mean seriously!! It's just a piece of cake YES!
But it doesn't mean that I am one of the experts..
who can manually, mentally and physically can do it!
I'm just the intermediate.. Who's trying out life..
How's it like to be OUTSIDE the company where I was always have been..

So to conclude this story;
*really dun like this me now*
I must tell you... I AM STARTING TO "DISLIKE" ENGLISH!
subject ONLY!! For Pete's sake!! I dun LIKE to be there anymore!!
You might say that this is back-biting... I dunno and I dun care whatever u say!
but I JUST have to say it! I can't let it keep in me all the time!!

Okay.. GTG!! Wednesday's Progress Test and our teacher's really worried
that we [am I included in that too?] are going to fail? or not?
But she really wanted US to get full marks..
I promise you I also want to get full marks but because of SILLY mistakes..
I always get this MINUS points behind me.. WAITING!

Ain't ya Hiding something thar?

Salamu alaikum guys~
Oh my gash!! >w<
I planned on posting some of my "Findings" or "Tutorials"
but it seems I still can't find time to do it..
*Coz you know... They won't do it themselves,
Unless I use the copy and paste command from my brain!!*
So I just came here to say that...
It's a reason as to why, my teacher would always come up to me..
with surprising attack questions.. and I would end up..
saying a nonsense? She's making me unprepared all of a sudden
and would end up killing myself..
*Like thinking at what I said 
and would end up telling myself*
 WHY DID I JUST SAY THAT!!
=))) hehe.. Juz sayin~ XD

Problems that have YET to be solved

The Mad Woman of Yesterday

Assalamu alaikum guys~
pheww~ Now my eyes still hurt from crying..
That a delightful sleep of 9 hours would be oh so wonderful!
But I think I won't be having it now coz I've spent those 4 or 5 hours AWAKE! XD
So I'll leaving with maybe a few thoughts or so..
That I'd like to say is that.. This has been a stepping stone!
This "wonderful" experience of mine..
Somehow~ Made me realize more about the world!
But more like the world where I was living in that I didn't know it would like this AT ALL!
okaaayy~ I like to be going now...
Sorry nabitin ko kayo~
(Sorry I left out some of the important infos for you)
Somewhat close to that explanation.. hehe..

Till next time inshaallah?
TC Ya'll! Wabyahhhh~♥

My ranting? BEWARE!

Assalamu alaikum~

LONG STORY AHEAD

*not important but I can say my title in this post
can either be; Her annoying orange? XD*

Ok.. I've been having this bad feeling ALL DAY!
That even the sleep I had just now, didn't help at all~ *4 hours sleep*
I dun wan to say it here~ Esp the way of how I say it!
She might think this is offensive and all~
OBVIOUSLY! YES!
but COME ON! can't you even take a rest on me?
Juz because I'm easy to MANIPULATE doesn't mean that you'll ABUSE me!
ok.. juz from this single sentence.. THIS is how I think!
So you might think.. "Oh my! really? Is she like that?" or other stuff that's going on around ur mind!
Coz you see~ If you've only known about me.. You wouldn't think of me FOR REALZ doing anything bad..
Nadadala man ako YES.. *sorry I had to say that in tagalog*
If it's in my language I can express it more..

During those 2 days YES I admit I was WRONG!
but today! NO! I didn't even do ANYTHING BAD!
or something that'll drive me CRAZY or AROUND THE BLOCK juz because of that..
COME ON!! I've already learned my lesson NOT to be like that infront of you..
ONLY you I HOPE! It won't even make me loose my attention on wtvr CRAP ur saying!
Seriously! Now it's you who is making me NOT want this..
I may have to endure it.. but it'll be not as the same way as you think it'll be..
YOU think I'm like them? SERIOUSLY! I dun wan to talk to you..
But YOU can consult me you know.. Juz as you would do infront of the CLASS!
but when it comes to being me and her.. I don't think she can do it..
FOR others she may give them a "special treatment" but for me~
NO! Juz bcoz I'm a foreign? who doesn't understand arabic?
COME ON! and SERIOUSLY! is all I can say! REPEATEDLY!

Yes, I'm just driving you all the way until here..
Sorry for letting you read this.. and THANK you~
if you understood my situation.. and for reading it!

I didn't want it.. but bcoz of that!
I've GOT bazillions~ gazillions of things I WANT to tell you!
*or not* You may say a lot of sensible things..
But for me~ I've got of them too.. few actually..
REALLY! Can't you even tell if there is a secret or not?
IS IT your first time MEETING someone like me?
NO I'm not honored! Bcoz you didn't like me AT ALL!
I can see that in ur FACE DUDE!
Annoying really~

NOW what I'm feeling is that;
>I can't play RUBIK'S CUBE infront of you anymore~
Even if you are IN the room.. I won't be DOING it anymore!
Even if I want to learn the LAST STEP of solving 3x3!!
I'm almost THERE MAN! Can't u even let me finish it?
You've given me this feeling! You should take responsibility! *as a joke*
I know I won't benefit from this.. but can't u give me FREEDOM?
>I can't TALK to anyone anymore...
I can't SMILE? or LAUGH? or GIGGLE?
I can't be with her anymore coz you think I might
BE THE ONE WHO'S AT FAULT AGAIN!
even though I still want to talk with her more~
*bcoz she's intelligent MASHAALLAH!*
>I can't look at you the same way as I did before..
but hopefully this FEELING won't stay long or else!
I would have to endure THIS ANNOYING, CREEPY FEELING!
all this SEMESTER! and we're almost HALF way THERE the end..
YOU KNOW!

People might not see me as THAT kind of person..
but if they misinterpreted my action..
THEY might think "Oh so she's that kind of person..
I don't like to be with her~ She's a TROUBLE-MAKER!"
*remembers the k-song*

I seriously don't know what to think!
I don't know how to think like an arab!
I don't want TO BE SO MUCH conservative!
I am not that kind of NARROW MINDED PERSON!
I now can understand! You may not understand what I'm saying here..
because all I say ARE CRAP right? u may say it like that!!
COME ON!! THIS is really a BIG hindrance for me..
Being with you people are already a hindrance for me..
Didn't u even think of that? Oh RIIIIIGHT!
It's because YOU haven't experienced it the same WAY I did..
It may not have to be the same as you would say..
But we have DIFFERENT kinds of endurance..
I'm juz starting and you're already THERE!
BOTH of us should understand each other you know..

But I have this feeling of mine all the time,
I DON'T want it anymore!
To be hurt? To be said by those things?
Even though U don't know me AT ALL!
Feeling na close na tayo? AS IF!
I'd change my course RIGHT AWAY if you were to be in my way..


FINE... That's all I can say for now! >w<